Let History Be The Past.

2012-01-27T19:35:00.001+08:00

我很想你！
Heart feel so heavy after seeing this picture. Who knows how's the feeling like losing your true loves one.
No one understand why I am feeling so agitated these days. It sucks it really sucks

第三个礼拜。

2012-01-26T13:14:00.001+08:00

婆婆这个礼拜天就是您离开我们的第三个礼拜了！昨天晚上睡觉时突然想起您对我说过的话。想起您问起妈妈为什么没来您家，您还问我妈妈是不是不喜欢你。然我感到非常的心痛，不只要如何然您知道他的事情。

多么希望您回来帮他，看到他那么辛苦感到非常心痛。我还想起以前我小时候您每次都会到巴刹买我最喜欢吃得肉松来个我配粥。

想起您以前对我们的好，想起您的可爱的笑容让我突然想再次拥抱您多一次。每当我看到有老婆婆走在路旁我多么希望那个老婆婆是您。

已经过了三个礼拜了，我们还是放不下啊！)':

Chinese new year eve

2012-01-22T11:55:00.001+08:00

Yes today is Chinese new year eve yet I don't feel anything at all. No excitement, no feel. Every year I used to wake up early, go praying and have reunion lunch. After that have to rush ourself down to grandma's place to pray and eat reunion lunch again.

But this year it's somehow different, missing grandma happily eating Tgt with us. She always wanted to come our place to stay but no one can take care of her. Sigh.. Daddy always repeat this to himself.

I missed those days, having you around giving us laughter. Every year is the same but not from this year onwards.

Please come visit us during chu 2 , we all miss u.

Pity

2012-01-18T15:01:00.002+08:00

Whenever i go to the food court for lunch,

there is this old lady who work inside the food court as a cleaner. Not that working as a cleaner isn't good but i feel kinda pitiful to see those old ah ma working inside. Walking here and there to collect the used plate, cleaning the table & etc.. She did talk to us, asking us not to smoke and etc. Ohyes btw she smoke, but she see me standing outside the food court waiting for my colleague to finish smoking. She asked me " xiao mei you nv smoke ah" I replied nope, She say it's good better don't learn how to smoke if not you will get addicted.

She is nice lady though, but seems like the other cleaner love to bully her thus she keep mumbling about them. But she really makes me remind of ah ma, or should i say every old lady i saw will makes me remind her. oh well...

Almost done with my work, time pass super slow today ):

想念你

2012-01-18T12:31:00.003+08:00

I dream of you calling? Issit you? I heard your voice, I miss you so much. It have been a week plus since you have gone to another world.

-missing your present
-your smile
-your hugs
-your skinny little hands

This year Chinese new year, it will be a lot different compared to past few years. Every year, everyone of us will bring 2 big oranges to your hse to 拜年. But this year? Haiz, every one is missing you so much. Hoping that you will be around, you will always be that pretty ah ma in everyone's heart.

It's the mid-January, my application for school gonna closed soon. Gonna settle it this week once and for all! Hoping that I will work harder than before. Ah ma blessed me ok!

您还过的好吗？

2012-01-16T00:20:00.001+08:00

亲爱的婆婆，
今天是您的头七日。想知道您在天堂还过得好吗？还习惯那里的日子吗？我们大都很想你哦！看得出最近二叔叔他非常的伤心，初三就是他的生日了。我们会帮他庆祝的，请您放心！但是婆婆，我们大家都很想你，我们都好希望您会快点出现在我们的梦里。看到您和公公又可以在一起，我感到很高兴。那当然我还会抱着一颗依依不舍心情啦，我真的很怀念小时候的日子。每当您家楼下有 PASAR MALAM 的时候，您都会给我钱叫我和 KAIWEN 去买我们想要吃的东西。但现在，我只能在梦里看见你！我真的很想再次拥抱您永远也不要和您分开，婆婆我们大家都很爱您。您感觉得到吗？多么希望理天里有INTERNET，能然我们跟你联络啊。haiz，是我想太多了！婆婆您一定要保佑我下星期六没有做工以为我很想去买你喜欢吃的WAFFLE 来拜您啊，你一定要保佑ok？

我爱你。

RIP Grandma ):

2012-01-13T22:04:00.002+08:00

It have not been a v good start of the month, on sunday after dying my hair rushed all the way down to hospital to see my granny. She keep on saying strange stuffs & remind my uncles to do this and that. I thought she was just talking nonsense, But uncle asked all of us to stay by her side till 11 plus. & that was when i am seeing her suffering, having difficulties in breathing. So that's was when she left us by the time of 2330, her oxygen level went super low. She didn't responds when everyone is calling her to breath, I missed her! Everyone was crying, the painful side that she waited everyone to reach hospital & she was announced dead..

She teared, she don't bare to leave us. But she have got no choice, went to choose her coffins & stuffs. Home next, & the next morning went over to her house to pack her stuffs. Strange things is, godsis found her watch & the time stopped at 2330. Is her death time, so when alden came he asked sis to go into the toilet where granny kept his toys. No one knows where the toys are, but alden do. Sigh, pray & everything.. Seeing granny's photo & lying inside the coffins really breaks everyone of us down.

I hoped that she can get back tgt with grandpa as they have been separated for so many years! Today is the last day i see grandma, i feel like hugging her, but now i can't. I only can see her photos, I wished i can dream of her. Hoping that she can tell me not to worry as she is v blessed staying in heaven tgt with gods. Tmr gonna collect her bones, I love you granny. Thanks for doting everyone of us. Seeing us grow up one by one!

Heartbreaks

2012-01-06T16:24:00.002+08:00

Heard another news from godsis,
Granny need to be fed thru her nose. that's gonna make her very uncomfortable, She teared while the nurse inserted the tube into her nose. This is a torture, really a torture, been hoping & praying that she will be able to discharge before new year. The stupid doctor only mentioned it today that if she continue eating normal food, all the food will goes into her lung. WTS right? like after so long staying inside hospital then they voiced out?

When she having all those check-up, they just say she is okay blah blah blah! I am so scare, so scare now. Upon hearing what jeremy told me, he said that his granny actually only can have food thru her nose. & they fed her milk, he said there is a virus in that hospital that couldn't be cure. If you kana that virus it's a very serious thing, & that is when his granny pass away b'cos of that "unknown" virus.

I am so scared now! Haiz, i can't see her tearing with pain. She have suffered alot, please let her recovered & discharged ASAP ):

T.G.I.F

2012-01-06T12:31:00.008+08:00

I miss you, baby ballball!

Hello everybody,
Work is tiring, I feels tired whenever i travel to work or go home from work. I really don't know why, despite sleeping for long hours. I can never get enough sleep, Never enough!

Ohwell, it's weekend again. the reason why i love week end is because i can sleep late & wake up even later. Haha! I kinda miss my holiday in Macau & hongkong, i love the weather there although its kinda cold. But the lifestyle there are kinda simple, some things are cheap compared to singapore.

What i hate the most?
Going hongkong, excluding DisneyLand.
Had a very bad experience there, So many people there & their MTR is srsly packed like what. We need to wait for like 5 to 6 train to go then we can board the train. the humans there just don't know how to auto, keep pushing like no body business & it's damn hot inside compared to outside! Sigh.. Disneyland was quite okay lah, only get to sit few rides only! Holiday over too fast & it gonna pass 1 month already.

i miss ballball, she is so cute, adorable, playful, obedient. Alot of best thing to describe her, i hope i can adopt a dog like her next time. Chinese new year coming, i haven buy any clothing yet. Time is way too packed! Anyway i am heading to PSB tmr & also CDAC, i hope i got enough time to travel both side. Paya labar & tanjong pagar (if i don't rmb the place wrongly) Hopefully i can registered & got into the business course i want, it might be stress i don't know. But seriously i think its really hard to survive with only ITE cert now. Tsktsk!

New Year, New Resolution.

2012-01-04T12:25:00.007+08:00

Happy New year everybody,
Brand new start. Hopefully this year will be a great one, ohwell i feel so old now! 20 years old already, the feeling of approaching 20 is so close now. Sooner i will be 21, 22 & so on. 31st the last day of 2011.. Superisingly, i didn't head to town and joined the countdown there. Instead i went to malaysia in the late afternoon as it was the last minute plan, bf called and asked if i want to tag along tgt with his friends. So i agreed, waited for his friend to come fetched me then headed to malaysia with Bf, yuky , jingfu & bernard..

Bernard actually wanted to collect his GPS. But is not ready yet, so we headed for our late lunch somewhere in msia. Had soup & rice, i swear it is super delicious! after eating we went to holiday plaza/INN to shop! nothing much but Hp accesories, bought myself a earpiece! and i used up all my msia money alrdy.

Actually their stuffs quite cheap though, compared to singapore pricing. After shopping, we headed to a seafood restuarant to had our dinner. I love the crabs there, tasted so awesome. spend arnd RM 200 for our dinner. its consider cheap le ok! After eating head back to singapore suppose to meet huifen and her bf but but but when we reaches singapore it's quite late so we didn't went to town and find them that day, instead of town we went to yuky's hse instead. Her dog is super cute :D

played mj at her house then off for mac breakfast. & Home Sweet Home! Rest all the way, then head to hospital to look for grandma the next afternoon w bf accompany, while he is studying at starbuck i went to ward to look for her. Seeing her coughing in pain really heart breaks lah. But when she try to joke with us, everything seems kinda relief! went to AMK hub next, supposed to catch a movie at AMK but the slots are full for the earliest timing so we bought the next day tickets instead. Passion card $7 for weekend w 1 small pop corn! LOL.

watched "we bought a zoo" kinda funny though, After watching went straight home as next day i gotta work. Reached home quite early, so computer game to kill my time! Went to bed after i got super tired.. Next morning, almost can't get up for work! no matter how many hours i sleep i still feel tired. ):

Dear Granny,

2011-12-29T10:39:00.002+08:00

It have been a week since granny stayed inside hospital, weather isn't that good these days. Every one fall sick so easily, even granny. Her viral fever make her super weak, Pain came after fever. Can't bear to see her suffering from all this pain that she is suffering now, i wish she can recover fast! I want to see her smiling and not shouting in pain, We only can go through this with granny together as a families. But just hope that she is able to discharge this week, really want to see her play mahjong happily again. This year christmas, we celebrate it without her. the feeling is kinda different! i don't feel anything, no excitment at all. She is the woman we need, she doted all of us, it's really blessed to have her as my granny. Really! please stop those pain on her and let her be healthy. God bless

Crushed

2011-12-27T22:36:00.003+08:00

Okay, another post here.

I think this post will be very wordy, but i am sorry....

Alright, i crushed my own blog when i am trying to changed the background of mine! I got so fed-up at first cos all the post i publish went missing, & i only can view it using Internet explore but not Google chrome. I keep finding this & that solution but still it doesn't help much, angry max. Tilled then i tried to use the template inside the setting & finally ............. it works!

Phew, so now i will choose dull fonts colors instead of striking one. Got so sick of my blog skin already. I hope it's nice huh, if not it's gonna waste my effort by testing each and every colors that suits the back ground.

Anyway, granny is still inside the hospital, she is not well yet. Although the X-ray result came out seems to be fine, but cousins said that she have been vomiting out the food that she ate. Oh dear, Please let her recovered fast! Everyone is so worried abt her, hope she will be better tmr!

Merry X'mas & Happy 7th months.

2011-12-27T11:17:00.018+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

This Year Christmas is really a awesome one, Because Orlangers has a great celebration organized by Vincci Loo & Claria Lim. If isn't them i think this year christmas won't be a memarable one...

Celebrate it at claria's Condo, So both claria & Vin did the decorations of cos.

Hall Of Fame Medal : They said this is the special medal, The most outstanding one.

& B'cos of the camp we have during the olden years i got this medal. Thanks to the video that coach asked me to flim it. All the voices was recorded into the video, which made me super duper PS. ( only they know why ) Lols.

Sunshine Award, Another medal i took.

Credits to Vincci loo, she drew all this medal herself. Don't you think it's nice? Her drawing is so awesome ain't it? I love the miss sunshine she drew. Cute hur?

So this is the Awesome girl, Vincci Loo Loo.

The girls who attended the partyyyyy ((((:

Xoxo.

Another Funny Shots

Gifts Exchanged

Sandwiches

Cookies that made by Claria (:

23rd December,

Happy 7th months baybee, & merry Christmas Orlangers.

A very rushed day for me that day, rushed home straight after work. Didn't realize there is a JAM when i took a bus to VIVO & changed to train. So i am stucked along the road, running late for the party with the girls. Reached home at 7 plus, defrozed those finger-food i suppose to cook. Cut them into pieces and faster cooked them one by one. After cooking, went to shower & by the time it's already 8plus! All of them are waiting for me, so quickly get myself prepared and bus over to claria's place. I alighted at the wrong bus stop, thus i have to walked one bus stop back. Tsk!

We took photo etc.. then waited for andrea to come, we keep planned to cheat her at first. Coming out all the stupid story and made her believe on us. At last we did it, she have been cheated by us that day! her reaction was super funny. Stayed over at claria's place, went to have KFC the next morning. Supposed to visit garnny in the noon time, but my flu got me super sick & feel like taking a nap. So i took a nap instead, woke up arnd 130pm. then went to shower around 3 plus 4 met baby & the rest up at 5pm. they accompany me to novena, while i am visiting granny they went shopping. my Heart is so painful to see granny in pain, hoping that her cough will recover fast so she won't have to suffer ): Went off from the Hospital at 7 plus, met them up at Novena square, train to City Hall next ....

Had Hot Pot Culture on the Rainy day, the food there are super AWESOME I SWEAR!

this are the people i celebrate my christmas Eve!

Fondue, One of my Favourite!

Happy 7 Months! Baby surprise me with this cute bear & with Chocolates in it. At first he asked me if i like honey? I was thinking Honey? Yes i love honey, when he came back from work yesterday he gave this big bear bear to me. Thanks baby! (:

Was so sick yesterday, Took anti biotic medicine & straight KO on my bed. have honey star & milk for my lunch. then went to take a nap till night, Baby went to work as there is DOUBLE PAY. Shall say him hardworking la, then he cabbed back home and accompany me for dinner. Complaint to him that i am so so so hungry! Went to ave 8 had our dinner, bought fisher man to cure my throat & it helps i guess. Went home after makaning, played game while baby is busying study for his up coming test wish him good luck! So i went bed around 1am, Slept alot but still feel kinda tired. I am still in my Holiday mood :/

Kinda miss playing basketball, but the weather keep raining recently. Sigh~ my fats is my burden now. When i tried to wear tight Clothing, spare tyres pop out & it's really damn obvious can ): need some work-out! but i am so lazy lah !

X'Mas Arriving

2011-12-20T13:27:00.002+08:00

It's December now, X'mas is coming in few days time.
Pretty excited, coming Friday there will an x'mas celebration at Claria's place! & also gift x'change of cos, Some of them gonna stay over at Claria's place so am I. Oh well, every year never fail there will be a celebration! So sat gonna celebrate it with bf's friends? (: as well as Sunday! my weekend is packed! Long holidays ahead, coming Saturday office won't be opening as well as next sat! How cool, but sad for me i will be back After that 2 weeks of Saturday.

Never mind gonna enjoy it, but new year is just next month. Need to buy new clothes already, this 2 months i am so broke la. well 2011 gonna end soon! Gonna welcome 2012 in a few days time, everyone enjoy la!

15th Dec

2011-12-15T13:26:00.004+08:00

Its your birthday today mummy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
& thanks for taking care of me all these while. You never fail to be a good mummy, you bought whatever things that i love to eat. You cooked whatever things that i am craving for, You are awesome. Really Awesome, Please get well soon mummy. It's so painful to see you in this way, why are there retribution in this world? I don't know, I only want you to be healthy and be back to who you are. I miss going out with you like the past! Things are hard to believe, ever since grandma pass away you became like this. Why issit so, I hope really hope there are someone who can tell me what's really happening to you! really. Time flies, rmb how we used to celebrate your birthday? Steamboat & my present for you is lipstick? Haiz!

Daddy said we are gonna eat and celebrate your birthday, Daddy also don't wish you to be like this, Seriously get well soon!

Will updates my overseas photos once i got them from cousins!

1st December ; My happy day ever!

2011-12-01T23:56:00.004+08:00

Eileen & Lynn (:

1st December, thankyou for not letting me down today ;

Woke up & prepared for work, work was really tiring today b'cos my customer never failed to nag this and that. They always love to complain to me that our service center is so damn far, yes but if you want to purchase the CD you have got no choice right? If you said by travelling this once in your life time just to collect the CD when you are actually staying at AMK and now there is YELLOW line whereby you can actually reach HP in a convenient way why not just come down & stopped your complain? Sigh, i have been travelling here for like 9 months plus! Although is FAR but there is no choice, YOU just only come here once just for the sake of the CD you complain like there is no tmr? WTS, my ears almost burst having hard time to handle this kind of customer. Tsk!

Dropped that topic then, Firstly when i woke up today i saw lynn's msg. Am really happy that there are finally a dinner date with my long lost friends, we have lost contact since Sec 2. We didn't really talk when we are in school. But finally we met up today for dinner, Travel from work place to Dover just to take the shortest way to reached causeway point ASAP. Trained to Jurong and it passed by Clementi before hand, what i realize is Clementi really changed a lot compared to last time! Well, when i reaches Jurong the train is so packed & those kiasu ppl keep pushing without fail. Reached Causeway abt 7 plus, met the 2 girls up, am really happy to see them! So we went to had pasta mania after eating we sat there and talk about past time, Yes our secondary past time when we were once so close and suddenly we lost contact with each other. We do crazy things in camp & etc..

Kinda missed the past, We used to go over to eileen's place to slp right after our school ends. Took neo prints ( as this machine was once so popular but not now ) remembered all those funny pose we did. Went to buy bubble tea & we headed to continue our topic outside the mall, Eileen sent us off after that. A great big hug can meant a lot, can see that 3 of us are really happy to meet each other! I am super happy lah, really need find some times to meet those old friends ): bus home after that and i am turning in soon. Last 2 days of work before my holiday starts!

I have been waiting all these while.

2011-11-30T17:52:00.005+08:00

So fast November has ended, or should i say that the year is ending soon too? & i have got like 8 more months to enjoy before i hit my 20 digit! Hah, Time really flies you know i can't remember when i am at the age of 17 i always wanted to grow up faster. But now? its just just a blink, & i am gonna hit my 20 next year, and so on 21 22 ... woah seriously i cannot believe that, i feel kinda old now. sigh, okay drop that topic. I am kinda excited about next week as i am gonna take my first plane trip to Macau & HK! Can't wait, hopefully this trip don't disappoint me.

This year isn't a great year, poor daddy have been injuring himself for like 3rd or 4th times already, Really pray that there will be no more injuries for him. Want also i kana, why must it be him :< Just like what the god said this year he really need to be careful, and i believe what god says. & it really happen but just hoping that this year will end quickly and hope next year will be a better year for all of my families. & also i want my precious granny to attend my 21st birthday, please grant my wish.

Now i want to thanks my boy for everything he did to make me happy, even though he is always so busy every month end. Poor him, got some chocolate for him to chill himself off from work. Hope he likes it! Alright i really don't know what to write already, brain is dead. Goodnight

Happy 6th months!

2011-11-23T12:53:00.002+08:00

Happy Happy 6thmonths ♥

Time flies, really flies.

though we are in the same sec but we seldom talk.

issit fate to let me meet you again ? (:

Awesome orlangers ;

Not all of them are inside this picture.

If claria didn't turn up at last guess the 4 ppls curse will be there.

well, although we hardly have time to meet up,

celebrate each others birthday or plan any chalet to bond again.

STILL, we didn't lost contact with each other. WHICH IS A VERY GOOD THING!

but the only day we will bond tgt is always end of the year, chirstmas day ):

i did wish we can be back like last time, eat lunch tgt & etc. Miss those days,

as well as play netball tgt with you all.

Alright, it somehow a special day for st and me. Our 6th months, or i should say everyday is special (: I don't know what to get for him, don't even have the time to buy presents or bake things for him. Argh, failure me! This busy boy finally end his leave and he is back to his busy world again, hopefully gonna meet him tonight and settle down for dinner. Alright, will be back again when i am super free to blog k! 14 more days to go, exciteddddd!

2011-11-09T23:11:00.002+08:00

Have the urge to blog again, went home straight after work. Waited for daddy to come home then head to have dinner tgt with mum opposite our house. Just then when i am eating half way the inconsiderate china man and aunties started their disgusting topic which makes me changes my appetite! seriously they don't even bother but just by talking so loudly till everyone can hear their conversation, and the auntie there is seriously having attitude problem! Fed up with their services, & yet their food so expensive and also dare to serve overnight food to us. Gosh!

Went over to ang mo super market to buy some grocery, Daddy started angry over mummy again just b'cos of mummy action and everything but this daddy always don't believe in G! Which i suspected something nt right. Sigh i don't know how to say it, i really hope that praying do helps! anyway st is sweet he went to mount faber today tgt with his colleague to buy army stuff & he bought me a army shorts which i love it alot by using his army credit! So its free, but the shorts is kinda tight or issit i have grown fatter? Maybe uh, nvm hope after using my hanger to stretch the rubber band do helps. Hmmm! St flight have been cancelled due to the flood in thailand. But i am going over to Pokky house to stay for a night (:

Turning in soon, Goodnight!

mushroom head

2011-11-09T13:13:00.003+08:00

Kbox with peeps!

Malaysia Magnum 390RM each, Cheap or what?

On a sunday, which was hari raya haji went to meet up with jessie in the morning. cab over to woodland as we suppose to meet earlier on. then bus over to woodland check point, check in & it makes me feel like i am going overseas ( okay very mountain tortoise ). Walked around city square or smth, a shopping center there. St bought a necklace for me, kinda nice but i don't have the time to take the picture now. okay nvm so we sat a cab over to holiday plaza to do our rebonding.

180 Rm, with this kind of long hair is consider cheap as compare to singapore. Actually we intend to buy the groupon which cost 58 dollars only, but after that day when jessie showed me. the groupon already out of stock so wasted, we took around 4 hours inside the salon to make our hair. Not really that nice as it will still look abit curly, sad or what. so rush back to singapore as we promised to meet our friend at fusion at 8 pm but we are kinda late, cab over to find them sing awhile then head over to jalan besar with emily, hui fen, danny, henry, shaoting and me! awesome dim sum there, after our food we decided to take a cab home. so we are lucky to find a 7 seater cab to fit all of us in. So we save 1 cab fare, cab over to st's hse to take my bag then he went to find them as i want to go home and slp. so i didn't join them to play mj! enjoyable night though!

Back to work as usual, weather not really good alot of ppl sick. &&& i am waiting for the show " you are an apple of my eye to come out in cathay as cousin said it is a kinda nice show. lets see!

Nights Out with the girls

2011-11-04T13:36:00.012+08:00

Ladies Night with the girls (:

Yes, this babe here have asked me to tag along with them for quite sometimes but i keep rejecting her. Till then, on wednesday she asked me to go Power house with them so i agree with her (:

On a wednesday night, i agreed to go power house with them as it is ladies night that day. So we have got free tickets and drinks. Went home showered, then bus over to AMK to meet up with Xiao Hong and Apple. Mrt down to Dhoby Ghaut and changed to purple line, after that walked over to PH. Reached there quite early, so while waiting for yeeshan to come we walked around and find locker. After she reached, we went in to find her friend. Drank a few cups and went to boiler to find apple which was located right beside PH.

after that went to PH to again, took some photos and drank a few cups again. With mixture of martell and green tea of cos. Party until 2 plus, shan's bf came to drive us home and such a coincidence her bf stayed the same block as me! haha, so he parked his car somewhere at Blk 614 then shan call love up and he wait for me at that blk.

When we reached he sitted there waiting then after that he fetched me home as he is scared that something might happened to me. So he at hougang wait till i am back (: so went home sleep as i got super duper wuper tired.

Rewind

2011-11-01T12:48:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i really hope that time would rewind, to those time where our family used to be v closed. & always hoping that the smallest cousin in this families who is kaiwen can bond with us like last time, and my beloved 3rd uncle who used to dote me can stay healthy like last time. Super upset to see you guys actually left grandma and make her upset, i know her heart still feel miserable sometimes. she always want to pray that your health will be alright when you actually ignores her, she is super innocent why must you be so heartless? Some time just wished that this families get even closer, Granny is not young anymore. everytime when i see this photo i really feels super upset, don't know if i should pity you guys or hate you guys. It really hurt to see my beloved granny feeling kinda miserable inside her heart, yes we celebrated her 95th birthday but you guys are not even there for her. Not even a call, & yet we all don't know where you guys stay. Sigh, i am just being emotional today. & i don't know why either, but well i am left with 37 more days, i should be happy! Can't wait for my holidays to arrive (: I love all my cousins vvv much!

Last but not least i want my mummy!

On his special day, i am taking out my little time to blog abt him (:

2011-10-21T11:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA SEET

P.S : I don't have your current photo, but i just post this up!

Alright dad, its your very special today. but i just want to thanks you for every single things you have done. Although i am a bit naughty during my secondary school period, you scolded me and i super dislike it. But till then, you are always the one who is there for me. Whatever i need you will save up your hard earn money to buy me electronic device, what ever i feel like eating ( no matter how expensive the things is) you said this "Nvm its okay, just take it" )': I really appreaciate whatever you have done for me, even aunt said this ( your daddy didn't work last time, but he went to borrow money from 2nd aunt bring meiping to somewhere and play, take cab somemore then he made your 2nd aunt super angry) but now after coming out to work, i know how hard working you was last time. Although sometimes you are a bit naggy, But still you never failed to be my best daddy & best uncle to them. I love you, i am sorry for being so rude to your last time making you angry. Your phone is spoiling soon, i hope i can save up my money to buy you one. I hope your temper could change, i don't like you having a bad temper. Thanks for taking care of me since young, bringing me to so many place i have never been before and spending all your money on my useless things. Hoping that you can stay healthy and also i am super worried watching you to work in those kind of dangerous place, i don't want to see you injured yourseld already please. Please take care of yourself (:

Boring Weekend

2011-10-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

Awesome Bro in law (:

Cousins, me & granny ♥

Granny's 95th Birthday Cake

Looking at those photos that cass's sis made.

Girls in the house - short of xy sis & wendy sis.

Happy Families (: ♥

Another Shot!

Love this pic as everyone is looking at the camera.

Another shot.

3 girls vs one handsome guy :D - opps

The Busy Lucas.

cheers!

Love this tarts that ST bought (: Super yummy thankyou ♥

Oh well it's weekend tomorrow, but i need to work ): How sad? There is good and bad thing working during weekend, good thing is not many people need to go back to work. Bad thing is i need to sacrifice my sleep and drag myself to work, Dislike this feeling. A half day burnt of my weekend, NO OT PAY ( that's the worst part ever ) if there's OT PAY still never mind okay! Sigh, So i have been wasting my time doing my QRCD ( Which mean i need to find those CD out for customer, look into my spreadsheet & walk around the office shelf to shelf to find those disk in the carton. By carrying those heavy boxes seriously want my life. Sad things is, some had place their order but tried calling them several time they just don't want to ans. )

Anyway right after work, i took a bus down to harbour front then took a train to dhoby ghaut. Bad news is ST side there is a train spoil so everything delay for 25 mins so he has to change another side to take the train instead, which is super long route, at first i wanted to try taking circle line from harbour front to dhoby ghaut. BUT when i see the map, its like ONE END TO ANOTHER END. it's like what the hell can, so i give up i took purple line instead as it only 4 stops away. Luckily i didn't waste my time, Reached there earlier then him went to cotton on to look at those clothing. Intend to buy some clothes but gotta save my money as i plan to come dhoby ghaut just to buy one thing which is B(ra). Look at those shop, nothing caught my eyes, its either too fanciful or it is those auntie type super not my taste. So we walk to orchard instead, went ION as st want to see his stuff. Bought fries for my dinner, then headed to far east.

Walked around basement, there isn't any B(ra) shop. So went to 3rd floor instead, first shop i went BUY 1 GET 1 FREE. BUT DESIGN LIKE GO GEYLANG BE CHICKEN THOSE KIND. SO DECIDED TO WALK OFF AND HEADED TO ANOTHER SHOP. Finally, i saw the design i want inside that shop It sold at 10 bucks only BUY 3 GET 1 FREE, so in total i bought 3 and it only cost me 30 for 4 B(ra). After buying headed down to basement to buy drinks and bus home from there, so that's my day for today. Super tired, heading to bed soon (: Gonna catch real steel tomorrow!

Love my cousins

2011-10-13T10:28:00.000+08:00

Boyf bought this from KL, thankyou so much fatty! (:

My Favourite Laksa from aunt, its super big bowl i swear. I almost vomited after eating as i am too full. (: But still thanks aunt cos she always cook my favourite laksa when i said i am going over to her hse (':

5 yrs boy, yikang super adorable and lovable (:

Cass jie bought this for all of us, thanks!

Uncle GAGA, see the lady behind, we don't meant to laugh at her.

but the way she sleep is super unglam.

Doraemon sexy butt iphone 4 case. Thanks sis & godsis (: love it so much!

My Happy Happy 95th grandma with super funny deco around her. thanks to clarice sis idea.

But super happy to see her so happy that day. She got surprise i guess (: Love you granny!

Alright, recently feel so lazy and tired to update my blog. I keep playing my smurf game on facebook. & you know i have got a lovely colleague, but she is leaving on the month end. sad, she gave me bread when she know i will gets hungry. Super thoughtful, appreciate much. Looking forward to dec la, really can't wait. Some time i feel fortunate to have so many lovely cousin that doted me so much, feels really blessed. But i want more, i want my mummy back can i ? I want a happy family pls, i want my daddy & mummy to be peace can i? ):

Date W girls (:

2011-10-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

A Day Out W The Girls For A Movie Date.

Some overdue photos with the girls, went to catch a movie ( benefits with friends ) tgt with them, it kind of a boring show though. I slept inside the cinema in the middle part of the show, so boring. Know why, cause its a M18 Show and they kind of repeating the same action again. So i dozed off for like few mins of the show.

So after movie, went to forever 21. Many clothing caught my eyes, but i need to save money for my trip in dec. So i didn't bought anything, separated with them as love came to cine to find me after his OT. so went to Ken's BBQ at his house condo, so nice place. With swimming pools and billard room.

Head to jf's hse tgt with love as he is playing MJ, head right home after playing. So as for this weekend, love went KL tgt with his colleagues. So just nice i have granny's birthday party on that day. Went straight to aunt's place after my work, aunt cook my favourite laksa! Waited for my pokky sis to be home, so sad i can't play smurf to kill my time. Played my iphone instead, & finally she is home. Slept right after bathing, then the next day went over to granny's place was super shocked that Cass sis and uncle gaga was back. Not only me but everyone seeing their expression was like super funny. HAHAH!

Xinhui asked me to go down and play ball ball with her, super adorable niece i have (: after Perspired alot went up to wait for cake cutting session. Went to aunt's place for another night, so the next morning which is today, woke up quite early to accompany them for breakfast at bedok inter. Had You Char Kuey and coffee taste perfectly awesome. After eating went over to clarice's sis new condo show room. Super nice, hoping to stay over there one day so i can go swimming! Went to clarice's sis place then aunt's place after that.

Around noon time went over to tampiness mall to have some window shopping, uncle gaga bought mcflurry thankyou. Went aunt's place to get my bag and off to novena for steamboat buffet. ate lots of mushroom and corns today, and therefore my ulcer keep coming and go. And my tummy is getting bigger ): time for some exercise! Ohyesyes, love will be back soon. he is on the flight now, happy much (: And thanks cousins, aunt and uncle for the enjoyable weekend i had today! :D

6 Roses ♥

2011-09-25T15:55:00.000+08:00

Roses (':

Didn't really celebrate our forth months, as ST is busy. So on a Saturday i head to work in the early morning, i am so darn tired so i dragged myself off from bed and head to prepare. Reached work place, i nv fail to see those regular documents that i need to key everyday. I starve myself till 3pm and silly ST Surprise me at my work place downstairs with those roses on top. thankyou ♥♥♥

Headed to VIVO next, had subway for lunch. After our lunch went to find Henry at 1st floor where peiyun's workplace is. After that went to pet safari to see those adorable dog. Some are super hyper active some are super quiet, haha! I want to have one next time, so after everything head to kovan for bowling :D I might get addicted one day, went to had punggol nasi lemak after that. then went to St's hse to put his stuff and off to catch our movie, fright night!

It's a super scary show about zombies, i keep hiding myself behind the jacket so do st. after our movie went back home as i am super duper sleepy. So i am rotting at home now to wait for st to get home from his teaching and off for dinner. (:

Back to work on a saturday

2011-09-24T10:22:00.000+08:00

i am v sleepy now, dragged myself to work. blasting songs to keep me awake now, nothing much to eat. Anw workload getting more, anyway i sometime i think daddy is super funny the convo i had with him just now.

*went house hunting with him yesterday as i have got nothing better to do* BUT END UP WE DIDN'T MANAGED TO FIND SO TODAY
Daddy: HELLO GIRL AH I FINALLY FOUND MY FRIEND ALREADY & I PASS HIM THE ANG POW ALREADY!

Me: HUH WHERE SIAL?

Daddy: YOU KNOW YESTEDAY WE ACTUALLY WENT TO THAT BLK BUT WE NEVER GO UP IS THAT BLOCK.

Me: HUH SERIOUS?

Daddy: *HAHAHA* YES! CAUSE I SAW MY FRIEND'S SON WEDDING CAR THEN THE CAR HORN DAMN LOUD SO I THINK IS THEM. THEN I GO AND ASK THEM. THEN I THINK IS HER SISTER CALL Him COME DOWN.

Me: HAHAHA REALLY AH AFTER THAT HE GOT SAY ANYTHING?

Daddy: NO LEH, HE STAY AT 9TH FLOOR LOR! WLAO..

Me: TOOO BAD (MY HEART WAS THINKING) WLAO MAKE ME WALKED AROUND PERSPIRING LIKE HELL.

Daddy: HAHAHA NVM LAH , NTH ALREADY BYE!*

see how epi is my daddy, so funny one. :D

then nowadays when i went to sit on the computer table then he will asked me " hur you want to use computer uh i tot you want to let me watch my show one lor*

then i was like eh, i use awhile only, now he watch his show with big screen and i watch it with a small small screen. power.

when he watch show he always talk to himself, wah this guy this and that.

*aiyoyo*.

Ain't perfect

2011-09-23T23:11:00.001+08:00

Life will never be perfect, different ppl have different type of life. So, when I see this photo I just don't know why but just got super upset. Something just happen so sudden, see my cheerful and happy mum become like this. Just hoping that dad's temper will change ):

Sometimes there are reasons why I don't want to go home early. It's either daddy keep got super agitated over mum or I am too bored at home. You know i actually wish to have what other ppl have too. But I doubt this will happen.

I got super envy, and am always hope how I wish tht it will apply on me too. Yes, though I have cousins around but I still wish for more. I think I am those type of person who Got super jealous on what others have and I don't. I love to do comparing, things ain't perfect that's for sure.

Too many things fill in my mind, and I seriously don't know where to vent it. Sometime by jogging alone at night and blast music into your ear is kind of relief. Each day I am feeling so upset about something, maybe I should listen to what my colleagues have advise me. Look at the bright side, but how to. And you did know my weekend is always burnt ): I always wanted to go somewhere to relax myself, but i don't know where to. Argh I am so frustrated now.

Weekend :D

2011-09-19T12:48:00.000+08:00

My super awesome colleague (:

AKL ~
On a saturday, we headed to town for window shopping. before that we had lunch at hg mall first (:

Weekend ended quite fast, and i am back to work like AGAIN. It's a well-spent weekend with st, friday night we headed to amk to catch a movie Johnny English. It's a super funny show, head back home after that as i am super tired. The next day, woke up around noon time prepare and head out for my lunch, after that we trained to town. Super unexpected that i will see so many " enemies" but well, i don't care. Walked around Cine then over to far east, finally found one top that i like it v much, so i just bought it after trying inside the fitting room. then we walked over to Dhoby Ghaut which is a distance from far east.

Bought sweet talk half way through, wanted to had our dinner there but seems like the food is super expensive and nothing caught my eyes. then i pleased st to walk back to Cine again, headed to the food court at basement to settle down for our dinner. Tom yam ban mian, super awesome and filling. It like we have been walking around since 3 and we finally settle down at 7 plus. A non-stop walking in town maybe i can cut off some fats ^-^

Alright headed back to hg next, and super ununun-expected thing happen infront of me which gave me a shocked but still i don't care. Went to hg point as st wanted to buy his FAN* yeah Fan like finally he bought a new fan. Went back home next, so sunday i slept all the way then i left my phone with st. Super forgetful me, went to take my phone at 2 plus then packed for dad as he is super hungry. After that headed to find manfred then to basketball court. Played tilled 6 plus headed home, washed my laundry while waiting for st to end his teaching. Went to had our dinner and horlick ice cream. Now i am back to work with sleepy eyes as today weather is super duper cold. Sighed~ monday bluezxzx, So st gotta go for reservist briefing this coming thursday, looking forward to see him wear his smart 4 (:

Compan outing to ........

2011-09-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA (:

But not siloso Beach to relax but to..

Resort world, Universal Studio.

Like a moutain Tortoise when we reached there.

So I went to snapped shot around using eddie's camera.

CYLON - The Blue Color roller coaster which i am afraid of.

HUMAN- The Red Roller Coaster which is my first ride of the day.

Police Car?

Kungfu Panda, Ain't he Cute ? :D

Universal Studio

Do my face look cramp in this picture?

The monster who likes to grab ppls hair.

Yellow cab

mummies man in the desert ?

Daddy Daddy, the one who dote all the ppl in the office (:

My manager & supervisor :{

Smoke!

I love to take kids ride.

4D shrek, super awesome show though this is the second time i am watching.

Ain't they Cute? :D

Yes, A off day for all of us today. They brought us to Universal Studio, So we met at Vivo at about (900am) But guess what? alot of late comer, so we dragged tilled 10plus and we walked into sentosa tgt. It's quite a short distance though cause there is escalator for us to step on, and finally we reached. But there is a administration fees at one buck, so we walked to USS and all the ppl started taking picture like as if we are from other country. So they gave us briefing, and we walked in group by group, as there is too many ppl in our company so they just let us free and easy. So eddie & both joey went to take HUMAN as our first ride. When i sat inside i just feel like shouting can i don't sit anymore, but too bad i am the one who asked them to tag along with me.

So when the ride start i shut off my eyes and started shouting like mad women, the feeling is so damn scary as if you are dropping down from high level your heart can pop out any timing & the roller coaster went super fast! So when the ride stopped, i immediately walked out of the ride and sat on the floor, my leg is super jelly at the time. So i wore my slipper and walked out of that area, so after that i told myself i will never take that again. Next ride, we went to took the mummies ride which i took it on the first day i went USS. So i knew everything inside, So kinda not fun la. After the mummies rides we went over to the 4D show, Shrek.

So we walked around and we took pictures with those cartoon characters, At around 1 pm we gathered tgt and they told us to eat whatever we want inside & had a 6 bucks claim from them. Went to had chicken wings instead as there is not much things to eat. After our food we went to play other games, I love kids ride cause they are not scary! haha we went off from there early, went to meet up henry and then we trained down to DBG to find boyf. trained to somerset next, went to H&M shopping center which just newly open. Actually nothing much inside la, head to cineleisure next then to acarde. My first attempt to try VIP but its kinda diff then DDR as there are 5 steps. Acc henry for his dinner then he cabbed us down to amk and our turn to settle our dinner at subway. Walked around and home after that, there is work tmr & i am super tired now gonna turned in now. Good night!

Life ain't perfect

2011-09-12T12:36:00.000+08:00

It happen to be so coincidence that we wore grey tgt.

I look fat in this picture.

Sometime you just gotta envy on what ppl used to have but not you, Life Ain't That Perfect .

I did wish that mummy will be there for me like how she used to be, When i fell and my head started bleeding she will be there hugging me & started tearing and tell me that she is sorry for not taking good care of me. Mummy had a miserable life ever since i am young, she have to take care of grandma when grandma kept falling down and can't even walked. I know she is tired, doing all those things repeatedly. I hate it, hate to see her feeling so miserable.

Even thought i am not her blood daughter, i still thanks them for treating me so good. Sometime when i think of her i will started to tear. Am always praying that she will be fine, she will be back to how she used to be. Just ever since grandma is dead, she have became someone else. Have tried to ask many gods about her situation, but it seems like she just recover for awhile after that she will be someone else again. WHY? Super upset, Yah maybe my life meant to be like this? She brought me over to singapore if not i could have died in indonasia? Idk either, Am i counted fortunate or?

I am envy, envy on what ppl have but not me. I did wished to have someone who can really dote me alot alot. Am i asking too much? perhaps, yes? i told myself i am the only child, how am i gonna support my family? Seriously headache. Sometimes i really think that, i might not have any close friend. But i just need some of them will do, I wished that i am 21 so i can have more freedom to travel around with friends. And last but not least i want a husband that dote me alot next time, i may have a lot of "tiao jian" but still if the only one can meet half of them will do. Aiyah, i know is impossible.

Last but not least, i want to have a collection of domokun (: Only this cute bear can make me happy & jump around with joy.

2 days 1 night chalet at costa sand

2011-09-10T16:08:00.001+08:00

Alright, I am back from the chalet. Let's talk about yesterday. Went to henry's chalet and helped py to prepare the food for BBQ. After when all his friends came we started BBQ-ing.

Ate not much food but hotdogs, waited for Xiao hong and Shan to come down. Chat with them. Bf playing mj with those unknowns, super scary though. His tiles isn't really that good plus they playing 3-6.

Lucky he only play one pok if not must scold him already. so jf went to play after that, after they finished playing we went to play bowling! Before going in bf want Mac cafe so went to buy and didn't know the one who is serving us manfred's friend kinda coincidence though.

Went to play two rounds of bowling at e-hub then back to chalet for shower. Super crowded lah, and they played mj throughout the night. Check out the next morning, had lunch at Mac then went to coffee shop to wait for bf friend's friend to come.

I am so tired till I can just dozed off on the coffee shop table while they are talking about NS stuff. Went home after that, didn't acc bf for his haircut. Super sorry, but afterall I did enjoy myself lah (:

Weekend coming

2011-09-08T12:38:00.001+08:00

The cute one :D Love them so much!

Beautiful Gene (:

Left Side : Gene & her lil bro

Right Side: Our Favourite Grandma who dote us alot alot :D

Weekend is coming,

like finally? Oh yah, Talked about yesterday.

there is this Ang Mo Auditor who came to our company & spot check our work.

i'd wish he be my godfather. (LOL just kidding )

So after the auditor left, headed to queensway for lunch

together with my 2 colleagues. Went back just right on time,

SO after i came back there is a lot of work waiting for me to do.

then, when the clock strike 6pm all prepared to go home,

so i went to bugis to find boyf. Went to buy henry's birthday gift &

tmr we are going for his chalet/BBQ. Had Fish soup beehoon for dinner, after dinner

went bugis street to get fruit juice, then shopped around & head to had ice cream

at venezia, Boyf treat. Had Tadoufu ( Misses the time where i first had this Takashimaya tgt with my cousin.)

Damn Awesome ttm, after eating head back to hougang to find danny and then went back home next. As for today, maybe i should get PIE KIA after work later. Super craved for that, alright will be back to blog again (:

Holidays

2011-09-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

I am counting down every single day, far too excited about this trip. But the day seems so far, i am always hoping that next month will be december. But well i gotta endure 3 months 1 day more, waiting to chill at a super cold weather there. Missing my cousin alot alot, wanted to sit their cables car which my friend have posted on fb. But i need to be a little patience, anyway i thought i took the wrong date of leave. there is a lil confusion, but at last i didn't. haha! Workload today is killing me, there are so many stacks of paper for me to log within the 2 hours. Now i am taking a little while break so i can continue my work again. Mad tired, my neck can break anytime!

Yummy Food, Awesome day.

2011-09-05T11:24:00.000+08:00

Our Dinner on a sunday!

Tempura

Shishamo

Mee sua Soup (:

Had work on satuday, so after work head over to suntec IT fare for a walked. Its super crowded, met henry & danny up. Nothing much there though, went over to bf house then after that to danny's place. Had our budget dinner there, danny's cooked ( maggie mee) you will never know how comfortable it is when you nau the whole day without spending much, watch scv at his house. then went home after that, Sunday morning. Woked up to wash my laundry, then prepared & head over to danny's place. Bf said he have postponed his tuition, then when i walked half way it started drizzling. I hate it cause its is 太阳雨, hot & cold it will only make me fall sick. Went to eat at coffee shop, waited for huifen to come. bought yam icecream at shop & save then back to danny's place, watched SCV then watched them cooked.

Both danny and huifen came out with an awesome dinner, just looked at the picture above. I am so tired yesterday till i dozed off while i am watching tv. haha! When they finished cooking we started to eat those yummy food. Delicious! sometime it is good to have friends who love cooking, maybe you can learn some cooking dish with them. Can try to make tempura next time & the mee sua is super awesome. So this is how we spent our weekend la, To save money & had a comfy day. Love it!

I am addicted to coffee, it always keeps me awake when i feel so darn sleepy in the morning. hahaha! Gotta get back to work already.

lazy

2011-09-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

I have been trying to figure out how to use this new blog design in my blogger, but it seems kinda difficult to make it nice. Now i am getting lazy to re-edit my blog again. Super tired today i don't know why either, & yeah i am working now. I have completed my work yesterday, now i am doing nothing but rotting. Waiting for the clock to strike 3pm & i am heading to suntec IT show later tgt with bf for a walk. It have been long i go suntec, you know sometime i dislike working on a saturday its b'cos there is so few ppl & i am the only ppl in my department that come back to work, so boring. Look at the calender i am left with 3 more months to my trip, you know i am so excited cause it's gonna be a virgin plane trip for me.

I have been waiting for that day to arrive ever since march whereby i booked the ticket i think. You know what, that time when i got home to put my polaroid into my cupboard i realize that my passport is missing, i keep finding & finding but end up i called dad up he said he kept the passport, seriously it gave me a fright. If not my macau/hongkong trip gone. After the both trip in december i am gonna save money for BKK. Looks like there are alot of cheap stuff there, browsing through some ppl facebook, they took so many picture on what the bought. Its like i am looking forward to this trip but i don't know when will i got the chance to go.

So after my hongkong/macau trip cousin will be coming back! I want to go USS with them, i missed that roller coaster ride. Very disappointed ): I am thinking if i should go suntann cause my skin is too white till i can see my vein. &&& a very frustrated thing is i don't know why those loan shark love to send those bo liao text like " Hi boss, need money tell me" what the, I have received many of those text. But when i reply and asked them to shut up they will continue to send it again With many different numbers, so darn irritating! Sighed, now the only thing i can kill time is by working everyday and wait for december to arrive. okay 2 hours plus more to knock-off!

Long Holidays~

2011-08-31T12:48:00.000+08:00

Last week when i am at boyf's house wanted to edit my blog but his com gave alot of trouble after plugging in the speaker the whole com suddenly went blank, after that it cannot be on anymore. Nvm, boyf said that his friend wanted to meet him which is my senior & i didn't heard of their name before. But Liu zhan i have met her like quite alot of time tgt with boyf, as for xin li it's my first time meeting her. So both of them came over to his house & we started chatting, liu zhan came back from bali & she brought me a gift. Super nice smell soap, appreciated much. Went back home after they finished chatting, you know sometime i did wished that my house is just beside boyf house or his house just beside my house so i won't have to walked a distance.

the distance is just like i am walking back to my secondary school time & he just stay right behind hougang sec! So he gotta walked me home & go home again :D On the weekends we did nothing but window shopping only had lunch at hg mall, the super nice & cheap store. after that went to collect his pants as he sent it to the tailor. After that went back to our home town. Head home after slacking around, on sunday while he is teaching tuition i helped dad to burn offering then packed my room & cabinet. Mopped the whole entire house is so damn tiring, boyf is done with his tuition but i am still packing half way through. So had asked him to come my house ( he like the most cause he wanted to play his blackshot! ) then i went to bath & after bathing i cooked mushroom chicken soup for him. Had my porridge & head out to his house & helped him packed his super ultra messy room. Have asked him to throw away this and that, after packing henry & people came. His mummy is super happy as she is shocked that the room is neater then before. While waiting for bf to bath finish, i take a break la.

So head over to hg point bought bun for dinner then waited for jessie to come. Went over to henry place and watched them play MJ. Head home after playing, Monday i had my off. Prepared & went to find boyf then bought siew mai, it taste so damn nice as its the same as sec sch siew mai. Went over to Bf's army BBQ at east coast park. Its so difficult to find that pit, ate a little then went back to hougang, like a lucky we catched the last bus! reached home bath & sleep! So darn tired, as for yesterday went to play mj with qian ni, danny & derrick. Super Joke. 1 pot took us 4 hours to finished. & we play 10 cents 20 cents somemore! GOSH, bf send me home after that, & seriously i want to thanks him so so so much. Once he saw my poiful sweet finished he will auto refill 2 pack for me. (': Love you la sweet boy!

Anw i have lots of upcoming chalet. like finally, it have been really long i went chalet lah! :D

August Ending

2011-08-25T12:43:00.000+08:00

Zoooooooooooooo ?!

Read this, i snapped this down when i read this. hahaha!

Oh yah, did i mention i went zoo with company some where few months ago? Hah, those picture above are some of the pictures i took using my phone till now then i upload the picture, Anyway i find zoo is getting more & more boring. Nothing much inside there, heh! Anyway august is coming to an end, & soon 2011 ending soon. It seems like after 2007, every year is a bad year for me. Nothing good though, i always feel so heart break when seeing mummy not being herself. ): Tell me what should i should do? Let Nature Take It Course? No i can't, i wish & hope she can scold me & cook all those delicious food for me again. Argh! Mummy still didn't get any better after the pray.

Now daddy is computer freak already, I reached home earlier then him yesterday. I am Washing & hanging my laundry, Once he reached home he said this to me :

Daddy: Wah girl you reach home earlier then me, eat already?

me: No leh, don't feel like Eating.

Daddy: Girl, you not using computer right?

Me: No leh.

Daddy: Okay! (* Went straight to my room, on the switch* Search for his movie already*)

Me: *errrrrrr* When i am eating oreo that time.

Daddy: GIRL you come you come, what it say uh?

Me: * this movie cannot watch lah!*

Daddy: Cannot Meh, this movie very long ago liao leh.

Me: * haiyo* went into my room watch my show using a SMALL SCREEN IPHONE.

Daddy: AIYO This guy stupid leh. ( * started telling me story already*) GIRL WHAT TIME ALREADY STILL DON'T WANT GO EAT UH!

Me: okok, soon

Seriously mai siao siao, the don't know how to use com daddy becoming smarter & smarter already.. When he is addicted to his movie he will keep chasing me go eat, bth him already. now he is getting more hilarious sometimes.

I am so tired, handling QRCD can really make me nuts. Plus newstead is getting more & more each day. All lunch time now, need their help to help me find the disk~ Argh, headache headache. Now boyf is getting more & more busy too, his work & helping ppl with their tuition as exam is coming nearer. Goodluck to him lah, bet he is getting more & more tired each day! Yawns~

3rd monthsary (:

2011-08-24T12:16:00.000+08:00

Finally my stock is here, they gave me a free casing for my polaroid. Love it so much man, gonna decorate my camera already (: Hellyeah!

This song is super nice (: LOVE YOU drama song.

twenty-third.
Happy third month Uncle Seow (:
Anyway we didn't go anywhere except meet up for dinner, and dessert. Tried Durian snow ice yesterday. Taste super awesome, after that my legs got super cramp & i feel super cold at times. maybe is my mens which causes me all the aching and stuff.

So its wed today, & i have taken my off in lieu on monday! gonna enjoy my weekend to the fullest. Anyway saturday is voting day! & cousin said they will be having steamboat at granny's place after the voting session. YumYum, and i realize daddy won't be working on that day too! maybe if i can wake up early i will acc him for breakfast. but i bet he will drag me with him to go voting la -_-'' okay i am going back to work already. will update again !

OverHeard2

2011-08-22T11:49:00.000+08:00

Overheard 2

Went basketball with bf's friend yesterday as he is teaching tuition at Hume Condominium which is i don't know where is it located at. hence we went to search google and stuff & didn't realize it is quite near. Anw had played a few mini match yesterday, after that head to Blk 684 to makan while waiting for bf to be back to hougang. Didn't ate anything though as i am super thirsty at times, went to buy waffle instead. After eating head back home to bath, head to amk hub together with boyf to find henry as he is working there.

Met up with jf & the rest, then had dinner & went to get my KOI. Watched them played billard before our movie start. Didn't know Overheard 2 is so nice actually, After the movie end went back to hougang ate muffins before going home so darn hungry. Reached home the standard thing i saw is daddy inside my room watching his movie.

Washed up & straight K.O! as usual i am back to work today, just had my breakfast coffee & soh dar bia. Super full now, lunch time soon don't know if i should eat? i still have left over biscuit. & its twenty-third tomorrow!

Changed!

2011-08-19T13:31:00.000+08:00

Tell me why is bigboy Alden so cute?

Adorable Doggie name BALLBALL :D

When i was young, Daddy feeding me :D

She look super gentle in this picture, like a mermaid (:

Potato Stick, One of my colleague gave this to me.

And this biscuit here wrote it is meant for "Kids Care"
And i asked her this Questions " HUR KIDS CARE"
She say yah, why can't when i bought this for my kid i think of you.
So i bring it to office, awww (':

For out of no reason, i went to find blogskin for my blog. The website for blogskins is down, hence i am browsing through my setting to see if there is any nice blog skin for me to use. But Just out of sudden, I clicked on the apply button & therefore it turn out to be some ugly blogskin. & everything inside went missing!

Decided to browse through again, And there i saw this blog skin which i am using it now. Just so simple & i like it! I can easily edit my fonts, my templete & the color i want now. Easily! & Know what its FRIDAY today, weekend tomorrow i can sleep as late as i want. No work (: But sadly Mr seow have to teach tuition on sunday (: i can sleep till quite late already, and boyf reservist letter is here already. Like a fast ):

Work on the weekend

2011-08-15T11:27:00.000+08:00

Alright, Now my team is short of ppl. There is only 3 ppl in my team now, so some of us have to do extra work like yah. This is the part i hate the most, & also some times gotta work 2 saturday! Burnt my weekend lah, there is good & bad thing working on saturday First there isn't any one as in not any one but very less ppl coming back to work on sat so there will be more freedom, but bad thing is it is Darn boring sitting inside the office for like 6 house -.- I could have stay at home sleep during this 6 hours rather then sitting inside the office doing nothing.

& yeah i went to bought my contact lens tgt with boyf as i realize my eye sight is getting worst? I can't seems to see far! So there is promotion in this optical shop located at Queensway 2 for 28 bucks only. Color contact lens with degree, so i feel quite confortable wearing it. (: Anyway as well as my polaroid, order from G market Fuji s7 quite cheap though with free gift & free shipping. Am waiting to send it to boyf's office as my office is too big and too many ppl so abit unsafe. Alright, am spending a little of my time blogging! going lunch time soon, mad hungry even though i ate a piece of cake that darl girl gave & joey's biscuit still it can't fill my stomach!

& i also realize my appetite is greater then before. Die, getting fatter & fatter ):

09 Aug 2011

2011-08-10T16:07:00.000+08:00

Happy National Day (:

Celebrated National Day at granny's place as well as praying session.

Had fun afterall as most of the cousins are there,
But sad to say Kw had changed alot, the yongest cousin in the family.
the cousin i used to be very closed with is no longer that closed anymore,
kind of disappointing though. hmmm.

Happy Alden Bb ( My cute lil Naphew ) He is so adorable when he smile.

His Cranky Look when he just woke up from his sleep.

Fatty Seow.

Finally after so long there is a family gathering, I love those food tht aunt cook not to forget my lovely godsis's delicious food. Shark fin soup, pandan cake, mee & alot more. I ate alot yesterday, Fat x Fat. Ohwell, Wendy sis bought me a shirt from thailand love it so so so much. Thankyou! went home after the national day parade show finished, now i am back to work! & i am craving for 68plus porridge ): Gonna get it after work today, After national it seems to be like a long term holiday totally don't feel like coming to work.

& i wonder why december seems so far from August, i can't wait to travel. I'm so impatient now, my lovely granny is missing mummy but mummy seems like, haiz i have no word to describe seriously. ): Super heartpain to see her like this everyday, i know its hard for her to recover back. For once she did recover but after that it came back as per normal again, WHY!?

Wonderful Saturday.

2011-08-08T15:51:00.000+08:00

Actually i love that picture above, the effect (Y)

I love this picture too, my silly boyf (:

Friday, didn't get to meet boyf. But just don't know why both of us have a very bad similar dreams. I wonder why, but nvm, saturday met silly at MJ as he is cutting his hair. Told him to cut the hairstyle that we saw that time :D heh! After porridge waited for him to bath & prepare bused over to AMK to get our Koi then we took bus to MBS. Walked around & he said he want a check in marathon, so he took out his phone and keep checking in. Like a act cute right!

Walked around MBS then bus over to marina, had subway for dinner as we want something healthy then walked over to explanade as he wanted to bring me to see NDP fire work as there is rehersal going on. but we waited and waited till i gets tired, so we decided to bus to AMK for our midnight movie.

Caught APES i swear i love that smart chimpanzee alot, super adorable! overall i love the show (: After movie, boyf cab me home & he went to friend's house for his mj session. I got a little tired while waiting for his reply so i just dozed off after awhile. Next sun morning daddy keep talking to me while i am in a deep sleep, i woke up after he asked me to pray! Helped him to burn offering then went home to eat my lunch & while waiting for boyf to wake up i nua a little while then off to prepare & meet him at 68plus porridge shop again.

After he finished eating his lunch, bus over to china town to do some cheap grocery shopping. Bought myself something & then bus to nex, went to pet safari & those doggies is super adorable i wished to own one when i am married! Argh, after seeing. Went to Qi ji as boyf wanted to eat, so jf called head down to AMK as they are playing billard. then went home after that as boyf & his friend going for mj session.

drank the soup mummy cook, super delicious! After eating went to bed as i am having work the next day. (: Its national eve, going granny's place tmr & gonna accompany boyf tonight as i think i won't be meeting him tmr. Zookeeper tonight, lets see if the show is nice. I am addicted to Perfect by Hedley a super meaningful song (:

I love this part of the lyrics :

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying'Cause that's what I said I would do from the startI'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave... Was it something I said or just my personality?I'm not perfect, but I keep trying'Cause that's what I said I would do from the startI'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leaveWas it something I said or just my, just myselfJust myself, myself, just myself

August!

2011-08-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

Flesh IMP red bag.

I think this is nice so i bought it for the used of my chalet & outdoor outing as

it is having offer that day (:

I have been looking for this sweet for like hell long,

but Sweet boyf went to buy 2 of them for me in case it isn't enough.

Wednesday night right after work, head to Plaza Singapura to meet boyf up. Saw cotton on shop, went in just hoping that i could find the skirt i want. But way too lucky i managed to get the skirt as others cotton on shop left with those bigger sizes which i can't even wear at all. Got my self 2 skirt & 2 tops (: satisfied.

head to Carrefour to buy some snacks for our movie that we are catching. ( bride maid) A super nice & funny show though. Non-stopped laughing inside the cinema, MUST WATCH. After watching went to catch our train as it is kinda late, thinking back i don't know am i counted lucky or unlucky that day? I almost lost my ez-link card tgt with my work pass! When i got up the bus i realize it is missing, hence we alight at the next bus stop of Serangoon Mrt, then walked back to where we were at last i found it as it is on the floor. Lucky not much people there as it is kinda late. Bused back home after that, super tiring day. Shower & went to bed, & have been working & working! Learning the process of QRCD was a little confusion for me, i think i need time to absorb everything into my brain.

Finally its weekend tmr, can have enough sleep already. & i hope i will have an enjoyable weekend before work start & gave me hell. National day coming & i will be going to granny's place, Like finally. i missed all my cousins, granny & those lil naughty ones. I think i need to stop typing already, my finger is freaking pain now. Night

19th Birthday!

2011-08-02T11:33:00.000+08:00

19th!

Okay on the 1st of Aug, i took a half day off tgt with love. So in the early morning yesterday went to work till 1pm. Then bus over to Vivo, as i couldn't take it anymore. My tummy is hell pain till i went to shopping mall toilet. While waiting for love, as he is taking his cheque at tiong bahru, i went to the ladies. Met him at outram park mrt station than we trained over to cineleisure. had pasta for our lunch & then we caught a movie " twisted" at 315pm, overall it's nice just that the ending is like a lame. We ended our movie early at around 5 plus, we head over to Icing room at 313. & our first attempt is to try out the DIY cake, it's kind of fun though (: It causes us 12 plus for this cake, idk issit counted expensive or cheap. But anyway, we did have fun decorating!

This is how our cake looks like afterall.

Love is concentrating decorating the cake.

The Decos ingredient they gave.

& he is concentrating on drawing out the line around the cake.

On the 30 July, early celebration with Love & friends. (:
Have work on that saturday, which is a super boring day. & the fire alarm is seriously annoying to the max, They played those old songs throughout the entire building really makes me want to sleep. Catched up my show in the office the wait tilled the time reaches 3 pm then went off to Cineleisure to meet up with love. While waiting for cliques to come.
We took pictures, pictures & more pictures.

Idk why he like to give this expression -.- Act cute only!

& Finally they came, I am shocked that so many of them came. So we headed to k pool as the guys wanted to play billard. then after finished playing we went over to Old school for Timbre's Duck Pizza!

We Waited for SUPER LONG just to get a 9 seater Seats. The service there is seriously CMI i still prefer Clark Quay side. Nice View & etc, i seriously got no patience to wait. Cause they keep giving other ppl those 6 seater seats & i was like what the hell, end up we took the bar seats. So nvm we ordered our food, then we enjoy the live performance there. After eating we head back home straight as it's 1 hour to 7 month. Reached home com & sleep, so the next day head to AMK hub to watched captain america, after movie had our dinner at S11 then headed over to cheers intend to buy ribena but we can't find any inside the store. so end up went to mac & love asked Henry to buy a oreo cheesecake to surprise me, Love you to max! After eating head to kpool, then Cy made an effort to come down after his basketball. & so my birthday arrived, Fb walls are flooded. Thanks everyone for wishing, headed back home Sleep & went to work the next morning.

After i came back on tues, Miss Yang pass me this card & she say company gave us this card to purchase starbuck there is 10 bucks inside! & we can reload value inside too, heh! Like a nice, Alright thats all gonna head for lunch soon! (:

On the Twenty-six!

2011-07-27T20:35:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Zhenqi ! ♥

Not to forget Danny as well (:

We celebrated advance birthday for Leow on the 24th,

But we failed to surprise her.

anyway, We are friends for 8 years like a long.

So its wednesday today, & wednesday have always been a busy day for me. Need to clear all my Qs and hand in my reports not 1 but 2. Super tiring day, during lunch time went to HP Am cafeteria to have lunch with eddie but the most stupid thing is we reaches there & we got no pass to go in so we are stuck outside for awhile waiting for people came out and we approached one man to help us tapped the gate, & know what the food there is super cheap. We talked & gossip about customer, Seriously some customer is really too much. Both of us got scolded by customer today, is like what the hell. Damn pissed off, customer never fail to ruin my mood. After lunch, I did something embarrassing as this colleague of mine keep on talking to me till i didn't even notice the door so my knee cap knock against that stupid door. How awesome, & he down there laughing like there crazy.

Went down & know what the security ain't back yet so we don't have the access pass to go out from that freaking gate. I tried tapping my card but failed, but EDDIE tried tapping & he managed to get out from that gate, so i used his card to go out. Back to work & finally i finished my report, but that's not the end yet. I still need to manage my emails, so many upcoming email to clear. Busy until 6pm and rushed out of the office, super tired today.

Went home straight didn't had my dinner as mummy didn't cooked today, & boyf is having his OT now. Poor boy gotta finished up his calls, gonna wait for him to knock off and acc him for dinner at house down stair. But i am craving for pasar malam food, but i am afraid by the time he is back the pasar malam got no more food. Mad tired, & Sat there is work for me. Sat Burnt!

1 year back.

2011-07-26T10:30:00.000+08:00

One year back, i realize i have been working in a company name J & J which is my friend's mom company. I never realize they will do such things till one of my colleague told me, they sponser her to study for part time administration at one of the ite colleage. Now she have ended her course & she supposed to end her contract in that company at March but they told her it was in April, now they want her to pay $55 for her certificate & also they eat up her salary. Have asked her to complain MOM but i don't know did she do that, anyway it have been long i have catch up with her. Kinda find her pitiful cause those aunties inside always bully her like never fail, same goes to me. Who will work in those environment with those gossip aunties? am i right? Although that office is kind of near my house but there ain't any reception, what if something happen at home how they supposed to contact me am i right? i can't even Surf Net or used their office phone, working hours is too early. work for 1 month & zhao, so much work & yet got hard time to rest. they will just throw you tons of paper to key, if something goes wrong they will screw you up side down.

Although its my friend's mum company but i don't think ppl will stayed long there, i did rather work at HP. Although its far but still there are nice colleagues here. AnwAnw, i gotta apologies to boyf i shouldn't have throw my temper & i can't be that controlling too much yes you have got your own freedom too, i think i am way too selfish. Argh, thanks to my period screw my mood. I hope i wouldn't be like this next time, no more next time please. I have hard times to control my temper ): seriously tell me how to?

Universal studio on the twenty-third.

2011-07-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

USS with cliques & boyf was an awesome one.

On the twenty-third went to meet up with boyf in the early morning to have breakfast, after that head over to hg mall to meet the rest up. Dragged our time till around 10plus then we started to train over to harbour front. took tram over to USS & you know what its super crowded, starting of the day we went over to dinosaur world and then Q for that super long Q ride which made us wait for about 1 hr plus just to sit that 1 min of the ride. Weather is super hot, some rides are super fun especially that ride at the desert area, quite similar to panasonic though. Catch that 4D movie which is super nice! & so on we went over to those with super short Qs. Didn't get to sit the roller coaster ): Nvm, i shall go there sometimes but without my aunty. We all intend to stayed till the fire work arrived but something just ruined it, Super ps though, and i supposed that day is my super unlucky day. cabbed home to showered and changed then meet up boyf, waited for him to prepare then head over to hg point to meet up the rest for late dinner. After that bus over to fusion to sing k with cliques and i dozed off after a few songs, went home & i straight K.O on my bed. Super tiring day, but i did enjoy myself because someone who is always there to put on a smile on my face like without fail. Just love him as much as before (:

As for today, woke up in the afternoon, told elizabeth i will be meeting her around 1.15pm today but i am late. she is waiting for me at 631 for like about 10 mins, after that head over to ang mo supermarket there to meet zhenqi up. Went over to hg point to find claira, andrea and steph, its like finally after so long i met the girls up! had KFC for lunch sat there for few hours to Gossip, chitchat. And they planned to have chalet during their sch break, like it have been long i last went to chalet hopefully this plan is still on (: After everything went over to NTUC to buy stuff and then sent steph home as her leg was injured, After that went home to take a little break. Catch up a bit of my show and daddy keep on disturb me asking me how to find movies and all. the best part is, after i went to shower he chop my computer seat and started with his movie. Awesome right? went to find boyf to and acc him for his dinner tgt with Jf and henry, after that head over to ave 8 to do some grocery shopping. Bought fried kuay tiao for daddy and went back home. Made sandwich for boyf for his breakfast tmr! alright that all (:

♥♥♥

2011-07-23T01:54:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd months ♥

A little surprise from him,

I don't bare to eat this biscuit, it's damn expensive.

♥ bought it from MBS for our 2nd anniversary gift.

I don't know how to describe my feeling at times but is kind of shocking,

still you made all of my unhappy moment gone.

Just want to thanks you for every single things you did,

Your Patience, your tolerance, your attitude towards me.

A sweet surprise from ♥, i didn't expect he will bought this but still thank you so much. Sometimes i know i might be unreasonable, but thanks for tolerating me all this while. i ♥ you.

Although there is ups and down in between us this 2 months, but still you never fail to save our relationship. Thanks boy!

Went to work with a pretty bad mood today, shall not mention cause its over! i am looking forward tomorrow as it is USS day. Which mean i can sit those rides, hope it will be fun! Anyway, i am going to sleep like soon. Gonna wake up super early tmr, night peeps!

Clumsy

2011-07-21T10:10:00.000+08:00

Morning, i am in office now (:
I realize i always don't get enough sleep, yesterday was a super clumsy day. the moment i reached office i went over to my colleague's place to give her the Newsteads paper just when i walked past other's ppl table i didn't realize there is a stupid or whatever printer/scanner under his desk. Almost trip and fell but it gave me a blueblack, super painful. Nvm starting of the day only, the moment i sit on my desk i started doing those new steads paper then complete my 2 reports not to forget my Q too. My finger non stop typing & my hand non stop dialing to customer, the part i hate the most is to speak chinese to china ppl & talked to indian/bangala ppl. No offense but their languages is like.. okay shall not mention, anyway my finger hurts, i think is the blood circulation. damn!

Went to maple tree to have lunch with darl & eddie, back to work after lunch. then went home straight right after work, prepared and head to the running track nearby sec school to jog. Its kind of memorable place as during secondary school napfa test we will usually go there for our test. quite a lot of ppl there jogging though & its quite a relief as the wind is kind of strong yesterday, I stopped jogging when my shoes started to bite my leg & there comes my blister & another combo my stomach hurts throughout the jogging trip same goes to my muscles mad pain. After i stopped jogging, head over to ave 8 to acc boyf for his dinner, & he bought donuts and asked me to finish everything. So now in the end those little fats i burnt is still back to me again or maybe more, walked around and went back home. Talked over the phone with love & went to sleep.

And its thursday today, which mean weekend is coming. Excited 10 more days to my 19th & 2 more days to :[] HAHAHA! USS :D

Praying hard that mama will be alright.

Day by Day

2011-07-19T11:04:00.000+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ (:

It've been awhile since i last blog, day have been quite busy as i am gonna start training on new stuffs soon. Which will make me go nuts one day, handling so many stuff as our team are short of people. I'd wished my brain is power enough to memorize everything at one shot. Nahs i don't think it is possible, Anyway i am so sleepy now, despite how early i sleep i will still feel tired. idk why either, i am looking forward to coming saturday, 23rd & its USS time. Gonna go USS with boyf & cliques, 2nd months anniversary (: Alright, so much work to do yet so little time. & recently i have been eating alot i think i am growing fatter & fatter each day. Less exercise more food now & same goes to boyf. Going lunch time soon, gonna take my 1 hr time to sleep. too tired already. Alright, just using a little of my working time to update a little. heading back to work now (:

12 more days :D

Pray

2011-07-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

Alright this month is really not a good month though, everything turned out so sucky. Ohwell, am just hoping that everything will be fine for love, knowing that he is strong enough to overcome everything i am v proud of him. I hope karma won't strike on me, really praying very hard. Had told love regarding those issues which had happen in the past, i hope it won't happen to me now. I am really very scare of that, sighed~

Seeing him suffering so much stress yet i don't know how to help him now, maybe there is a way, there will always be a solution to overcome everything pls stay strong love. I ♥ you! I wish life will be a peaceful one, but i know it wouldn't happen. There will always be ups & downs in life be it good or bad life still go on. AlrightAlright, it's Friday today! Gonna enjoy my weekends already, too tired working everyday.

USS USS, so wanna go in to test those rides. Hahaha! Am waiting waiting waiting ~

18 more days

2011-07-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

Am looking forward to 18 days time, & yes it's the middle of july already. & i have taken a half day off on my birthday :D Happy, but i don't know will my day be awesome not ): Anyway, I have try saving my money in another acc. hopefully it works this time, am gonna put some cash inside another card for me to spend for a month.

& yes my house internet is like finally back after so long, & daddy will always turn on my com and watch movies for now. Heh, what now? I have prepared breakfast for tmr & i am gonna wash my laundry, wash up and head to bed now! Goodnight (:

Saving Plan.

2011-07-11T10:55:00.000+08:00

Have been very lazy to blog recently, i think i have addicted on baking. on the 6th july just right after work. Headed to bugis street as girlfriends wanted to get his bf's present, met bf as well. Went over to bf's friend shop to see some guys shirt got ourself Koi & then headed to hg mall to get baking ingredients. After buying everything headed to my house & we started baking, & bf sat inside my room play CS. LOL! Alright, after everything we tried out the cake but it's kind of like the HUAT KUA taste. Decorate & everything, around 12 plus am the cake finally done, all of them packed up & went home.

& darl dump those ingredients at my house, went to wash up & head to bed. But before hand i don't know what i ate. My tummy suddenly attack & makes me run toilet for a fill times, same goes to morning went to see doctor & doctor gave 2 days MC. Might be the ban mian i ate gaves me problem tsk!

Had Mj session at Jingfu's place with bf & yuting after that went for supper & so the next day woke up went tampiness as bf wanted to get his jacket. After buying head for some k session at fusion. Their pricing there was super cheap 2hr 20 bucks share among 8 ppls. Had an awesome night though, after that henry's daddy came to fetch us home. Went to sleep all the way tilled 12 plus. & mommy cooked chicken rice :D It've been long mummy cooked tht dish, after eating went to find bf at ave 8 then headed to hg point walked around & then movie, Caught 4 @ Nex.

It's a super lame show though, but still the last part of the show made everyone in the cinema laughed like mad. headed home & now i am back to work, just 2 days i am not in the office there is one extra laptop on my table -.- & everything is in a mess! Alright whatever, now i am gonna start saving & eat less. Hopefully my gastric won't appear, ohwell. I am gonna clear my Q's already, no one backup me. Super awesome this company!

My day will be dull without you around ♥

2011-06-27T11:20:00.001+08:00

25 June 2011

Early afternoon, met up boyf & head to hg point for our lunch. Yes Mac again, & its Blue cup this week. So i am getting myself one too, & the other one for my fat bro cousin. & also this is my first time making collection, coming thursday is the last cup already. & i can stopped Mac for months, getting sick of having mac everyweek & its so fattening! Ohwell, after when had done eating head back home bath & changed then head over to boyf house, boyf's mum is so funny. Her nagged to boyf is really EPIC. Okay, seriously i can't stopped laughing cute lah. Went to meet up with danny & liangyu then bused over to vivo. Had our dinner at sead Imm hwaker center then walked over to keppal Bay, its a super nice place to chill. The wind there is awesome, by facing the sea you really chill your mind down & also there is firswork at night. Heh!

After chilling head back to hougang, had light supper then chat awhile while waiting for Henry & derrick to come. after that head to prata shop as derrick wants to eat, after eating went to chill awhile then head back home. bath & sleep!

26 June,

Woke up showered & realize parents are out, so head to bath & went to meet boyf the rain is super heavy at times make me gotta walked the longest way to ave 8, went to the porridge coffee shop to find boyf and jeremy. After they finished eating their lunch head to MJ as both of them wanted to cut hair. Head back home after they finished cutting, then went to boyf hse to wait for prepared. & there goes his mum, Had boyf's mum cooked sweet potatoe. Awesome though cause i am damn thirsty at times, after he prepared finish walked over to hg point to meet Chengyou. Waited for the hell long bus 72 makes me perspired like hell, otw to meet jeremy and then bused over to tampiness mall. Had our dinner, after dinner went to shop around finally got ear rings for myself. Walked around as the guys wanted to see their clothing, after everything went to buy poppy. Then head to hg point & met up with danny, liang yu, aaron & aaron's gf. Chill awhile & went to aaron hse to get hair dye, finally got the golden brown hair dye which i wanted to buy so long. went back home after that & here come MONDAY.

I am working now & need to settle some difficulties customer who are there to waste my precious time! tsk. alright that's all.

twenty-third

2011-06-23T11:57:00.001+08:00

Happy 1ST MONTH ! :D

♥ ♥ ♥ My Lamest Boyf ever!
Today is the day i have been waiting all along.

thankyou my happyhappypills.

can't wait to knock off & meet you for our dinner (YUKI YAKI)

Love you max.

Netball's Girls gathering was an awesome one although is just the 5 of us (: ♥

Suki Sushi, we had a fatful dinner that day!

Not to forgot my awesome grandma ♥♥♥

She is the most lovely & sweet grandma who all of us adore. She love all of her son,daughter,grandson,granddaughter & not to forgot her great granddaughter & son. I still keep the scarf you knitted for me when i am super young. iloveyou i really do, my happy grandma you are always the best. i want you to survive healthily & see all of us got married, i want you to attend my 21st birthday. I miss you so much shall go find you soon, i miss your hug. love you my cute grandma.

My Cute Grandma ♥♥♥

My Handsome/ahgogo/currypok hair daddy.

Seriously i can't believe this is my dad in the olden days, i showed him his photo & he was like laughing can. & he said that this photo is very long already lo, hahaha how young is he i think is super young can. Haha. ♥♥

21 June,

Py asked if i wanted to donate my blood, at first i am super scare b'cos of those needle pain. But at last i am super excited to try which is i don't know why. Went to office downstair, registered & went for iron check up. & they said that my iron is enough to donate blood, at first they tested my blood which is the most painful part, then coming to the numb jab part its super painful after my hand went numb they inject the big needle into my vein. & there goes my blood, I saw 5 tube & 1 packet of blood is gone. I feel the hotness of my blood, after everything finished went to ate something then head back to work. my whole body feel super unwell, went home straight after work & my high fever shoot on me. Super exhausted at times, no appetite to eat & my head is super pain tilled i feel like knocking my head against the wall. Took MC the next day to rest, & yeah so fast and my MC have finished.

23 June,

Back to work, & i still feel alittle unwell. so much work undone, super tired. gonna have a little celebration after work later. & hopefully i can finish my work, alright. that's all (:

Srsly my mens came at the wrong timing, super dislike. Ruined my temper!

Awesome days.

2011-06-20T10:06:00.000+08:00

Netball Girls, The 20 Cents Toilet at Hougang Plaza With A Little Bit Of Toilet Paper. (:

Had an awesome gathering with the girls on the 18th of june, although is just the 5 of us but still we made the day filled with laughter, jokes & history. hahah, had suki sushi at hougang plaza. & sometime it is good to keep your Ezlink card you know? So that you won't have to pay adult price, anyway we ate alot that time. Had almost like 3 small bowl of chawamushi nice to the max kay?

But the worst thing ever, the service there really sucks to the max as there are too many people & yet so few workers. Our food are served very slowly, we waited tilled our tummy are full. & v the awesome one ordered alot of plate of chicken wings end up we can't finished, so we have to played 1-50 whoever kana the number have to eat 1 of the chicken wings. I am the unlucky one we kana 3 times & so i have to forced myself to finish it although my tummy really cannot take it anymore. Just anytime my tummy will burst!

Walked back from Hg mall to ZhenQi's house to play Xbox ( ROCKBAND), Super fun all those hardrock songs guitar & drum set. Played tilled 12 plus head to Brandon's house to play Mj, after playing head home to sleep. That all for my day, anyway i went to catch the movie ( Mr Popper Penguins) Super cute! I wished my house will have a life pengiuns to entertain me too Heh (:

Movies

2011-06-17T10:56:00.000+08:00

Have been catching up movies lately, X-men first class, kungfu panda, laddaland, Super 8, The Hangover part 2 & today i am watching Mr Popper's Penguins. hahaha life have been pretty boring, so by watching movie is the best thing to kill time. (:

Went to chomp chomp to had our awesome & fatful dinner with love yesterday, We ordered stingray, Kangkong & BBQ chicken wings. After our dinner we headed to dessert bowl to try out the Aiyu Mango & durian mossue, super nice. But you know it is FATTENING. awww, i think i need to exercise more frequently instead of eating frequently. Saturday there is a Netballers gathering & also our 1st month anniversary i am gonna eat Yuky yaki with love. Awesome not? i need to weigh my weight already, i guessed i have gained zillion pound.

alright it's friday today, gonna enjoy my weekend. (: Heh!

Ruined

2011-06-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

Things doesn't seems to go my way, regards work or family. Have been enduring for years, but still things is getting worsen each day. I am tired really tired, Just because of something this morning it ruined my whole mood. TOTALLY don't have the appetite to eat either, whatever it is. I don't want to face this anymore, enough.

Unpredictable

2011-06-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

Alright, the sudden shockness gave all of us a sudden heart attack. Never expect this will happen, but sighed. Ohwell, I seriously gonna miss my colleagues. I really don't know who will go or stay. But well, I just hope every closed one to stay. Without them around, is like something is gonna missing when i come work. I have decided, but hope my choices is not wrong. I wished everything will goes smoothly & not what i thought it will happen to be, alright i shall let nature take it course & will see how things goes. I am in this company for 3 month plus only, but feel like i am in here for years. Sometimes i will wonder where to find some nice colleagues like i am having now. Whatever it is hope everything goes smoothly then (':

Work Life ;

2011-06-06T11:50:00.000+08:00

Lovely Boyf ;

04 June 2011

Working on a freaking Saturday, which is a waste of time. A freaking 3/4 of my time is burnt, 9am to 3pm isn't a Half day can? Catching up my show, After that head to bugis to meet up boyf for our movie X-men. Wanted to buy Koi but the Q was freaking long so ended up we just head to the movie theater instead, It's an awesome show i swear. After our movie, we shopped awhile and head to find Kim & chiewchin. Met them up, chilled awhile then head to find jon & people. After meeting them we head for our steamboat session, ate tilled around 11 plus cut cakes & then head home straight. Super tired

05 June 2011

Woke boyf up, prepared & met him at hg mall. Bused over to Aunt's place next, Played mono poly deal with boyf & godsis while waiting for aunt's laksa to be cooked. Seriously i suck at that cause i didn't win any round, Argh. After eating, godsis gave boyf some prayer lesson. then waited for people to come & then start our prayer. Sad to say i only ate ONE godsis's made curry puff ): Its super nice can. Awww, after prayer ate aunt's made dessert then watch both boyf & godsis play Words with friend. I suck at that too can, i lose to boyf like alot time & i never won him ONCE. Head to suntec after everything finished, went to fins cy as he is having his shopping. But Boyf can't shopped. hahaha, after that went to Suntec city swensens for our dinner as i wanted to use my voucher. Long waited food nvm forgiven, but when we are purchasing the cashier machine spoilt we keep on waiting for our changed but end up we walked off as it is only few cents la. Seriously is a waste of our time, shouldn't eat that at first though. Jialat!

bought ice cream & went to the sea side to chill & then head home after that. There goes my weekend, It just ended so fast, sigh ): Work is super stress now, I need happypills man. Am always looking forward to knock off. Argh!

2011-06-01T14:44:00.000+08:00

My Happy Pills ♥

Yes whenever i'm stress he never fail to cheer me up, thankyou boyf.

I'm so tired recently, Workload & stuff is killing me. But i will always be looking forward after 6pm (: So fast its 01 June already, 2 more month i'm going to 19years old. Like a fast, i am going to enjoy this 2 more months of 18 year old, i still remember once i reached 18 years old i went clubbing with girlf & friend & it's my first time stepping into rebel, super awesome though. But the only thing i'm looking forward is my 21st birthday :D 2 more years, & i will be consider old alrdy.

And i am going to make my passport tmr, i am off tomorrow! Happy much, alright gonna pick boyf up after his work later on. Gonna head home after our dinner :D Knocking off soon, & i finally finished uploading all this photo.

Alright before i end, during lunch break i realize py said that all out anniversary very close.

Py anniversary is 21st

Yeeshan is somewhere around 22nd
Mine was 23rd

Kim was 31st

Wide smile* (:

Happy Weekend;

2011-05-31T11:13:00.001+08:00

28 may,

Saturday, supposed to work on this date. But end up i changed shift with colleague, went to company event. Zoo outing with other team, brought boyf along nothing much though. The sun is freaking hot, all of us perspired like hell. We walked one round inside the zoo, didn't catch any animal show. Sighed, after finish our touring took bus to Amk & than trained down to city hall with kim, shan, boyf & their boyf. Head straight to Aston as all of us are hungry, after max head to arcade as boyf wanna play his DDR -.-

Walked around and then head home shower & etc then head out to meet boyf again, went to Cine supposed to buy some accessories but non caught my eyes, walked around instead. Walked over to plaza sing & find boyf's friend, After meeting them up head to Chimes thought there is place for us to sit & watched our soccer but everywhere is packed. Went to next pub instead, but still packed. Man u supported is like alot lah, Boyf bet Man U too but at last they lost. Went to a super lousy pub, their service sucks to the max though.

We watched soccer half way they just switched off the tv without letting us know, jialat! Went back to chimes instead. We joined the crowds perspired like shit, Went to starbuck after the match then cabbed home, shower & sleep.

29 May,
Rot at home, then head to Expo with boyf next. Went to find danny, shopped around expo sales then xiao hong came. Bought a bag & i am waiting for Hong to pass to me, went to food fare grabbed alot of food as well as brought something back for mummy & daddy. Head back to hougang next went to ave 8 to acc danny for dinner then head to Ntuc to buy sandwich ingredient, reached home make sandwich for girlfs & boyf (: After making went to sleep straight as it is 2 plus am 3 in the morning. Head to work with a zombie eyes, tired max!

Getting on my nerves,
This is for you:
If you have any problem come straight to my face & say alright, don't need to hide behind the computer & said this and that. Don't you think you are so fucking childish? Get a life okay? So what if i don't know anything about Man U? Get this clear, you think you are the owner for Man U issit? So you got only got the right to see soccer lah? Come on la, How old already? Still wanna pin point people behind? Scold me dog? Then what are you, Street dog uh? Immature kid.

Argh, this lifeless people seriously no life. Only know how to scold ppl dog while they won't look into the mirror & see how they look like. Fuck! Shall not bothered.

Am going to do my passport on thursday, have apply leave on that day. then gonna accompany boyf to thiong bahru. Awww, can't wait. & today is Girlf last day, LYS I am not looking forward to today, as yeeshan is leaving this company. How sad, Its getting lesser & lesser ppl. Gonna Have pizza later on with colleagues, fat die me

TGIF ;

2011-05-27T13:04:00.000+08:00

I am free again, alright.

I should have take Mc today, my flu is ruining my mood for the whole of today. I hate this feeling, coughing & having bad flu but still come to work. Tired, flu makes me so sleepy till i really feel like sleeping now. I hope fever won't find me tmr, as company is treating us to zoo. Hopefully isiah is able to get another free entrance pass so can bring bf along, it have been really since i last went zoo. The last time i went was night safari lah, but it's really a waste of money cause nothing much inside. Only went for the halloween night thats all, ohwell.

i hope today time pass faster, i can't wait to get my ass out from office. The more i stay inside here the more my flu got worsen. Sighed, Have apply of in lieu next thursday to make me passport. Can't wait to travel to macau for holiday, How i wish now is already december. ): Ohwell.

It've been Long;

2011-05-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

My 1st time where we are at Old Town White Coffee ;

My Lovely Boy, SeowBf ♥

Time to cut fat, you have double chin silly :D

I love all these camera effect in my phone ; Pudding. It is nice playing with all these effect with funny faces heh! (:

It have been really long since i last blog, have been busy working all these while & also acc my Lovely bf. Recently, went to meet up my lovely girls Yishan & hweeyung at bugis but sadly bella & elaine didn't come, Window shopping at bugis street, sing k with them & watch them play pool haha Awesome day with them, i still miss the past when we are studying in ite. Ohwell, Had koi & i think i am addicted to hazel nut milk tea already. Head to yishun to meet bf & clique next, went makan & Sing k at serangoon CC. I love to hear bf sing, seriously that was a memorable day, I just teared right after he sang one song. as well as talking to henry through msg telling me all those regarding bf (: Head back to hg next, both danny & henry is making the fool out of themself in the bus damn funny till we laugh like mad throughout the bus 101 journey. Went home & then went work the next morning, Saying about work ; Those work loads is killing my brain, i have been dailing & dailing to customer every single day. Typing & typing everyday, my finger is super tired. Ohwell, what to do. Motivation to work is to earn money & find my cousin at the end of the year, but whenever i want to save i will keep spending & spending. Seriously i can't wait to travel, cause i have never take plane before. :/ I want to go hongkong disney land ! Argh, help man. Someone help me control my spending pls.

23052011 ; i am envy with those couples who can last for many many years.

I hope i can too ♥ MrSeow

Family - Stranger

2011-05-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

Early Mother Day Celebration - 1 May

It have been really long since we have a family gathering, yes an early mummy's day celebration. It is awesome though, a 3days 2 nights staycation at SAF seaview, well it is my first time going there. I know its a bit Sua ku lah, but it is really a nice chalet though. With cousins staying over really make the chalet more awesome, & not to forget the 2 hyper kids & alden. Super adorable them. Although this picture is not a full family picture argh well. Nvm, alright i am gonna say that i think mummy & me are like a stranger now ): Sunday is mother day, i wanted to bring her go eat but hais nvm! it have been really long since i last blog, have been really busy with work & etc. & its weekend tomorrow & also a voting day for people out there, SO while they are going for their voting i am going for SHOPPING. But haiyah, not in the mood to shop ;/

Years

2011-04-16T14:41:00.000+08:00

It have been years since mummy is not feeling really well, am just hoping that she will be fine real soon. Hopefully after good Friday, By having so much thoughts in my mind really make me feel so hopeless that i can't even help her to reduce her doubts. But seeing her suffering, bad life though. Seeing her waking up in the middle of the night doing this & that make me feel so heart pain, i just wish that mummy can be back to who she are like the past.

Daddy said that mummy is a very decent lady, who rarely find fought with people & also she is not that hot temper like daddy. Am consider lucky? Both of them doted me a lot, whatever i want they will buy for me. As for mummy what ever i'm craving she will cook for me if not she will go buy for me to eat. Hais, by looking through those pictures inside the album & at granny's place mummy seriously changed a lot. I want her to be like the past ):

During a point of time i can see that mummy slim down a lot, her tummy went totally flat. But it seems like she is gaining weight now, it isn't a bad thing though. Cause mummy seems to eat very less last time which make me more worried. Now i just wish for nothing but mummy to recover & having peace in my life that's all i am hoping for...

3 Days 2 Night

2011-04-10T21:53:00.001+08:00

Dearest cousin & cousin in law have came back from macau for 10days, am so happy cause it've been long since i last see them. So i packed my bag & went over to big aunt's house to stay for 3 days 2 nights, sounds like chalet right? So friday night straight after work, i am trying very hard to figure the way to quality hotel. But finally i managed to reach there like 7 plus & head to taiwan vegetarian restaurant to find cousins & people. So i went to grabbed "SOME" food, But i realize i ate a lot on that day. Laksa, Chicken rice, Fried rice, mushroom soup, pudding, 2 cup ice cream, snacks & salad.

Oh well, i'm damn hungry on that day. I don't know why either, my appetite is kinda good on that day. But after eating, my tummy feel so unwell lah head back to aunt's place bath & then watched movie with cousins. Scary movie though, ohwell after the show finished head to bed & the next morning woke up & had porridge for breakfast, not to forget bread & a cup of coffee (: After eating, prepared & headed to granny's place. Was hell damn bored lah, waiting for cousins & people to come. Played with genevieve & naughty lucas, so cute lah the both of them. But poor Genevieve keep kana scold by her granny & dad. Haiyo, being the eldest ain't good you know.

Boring day at granny's place yesterday, haiz! Head back to aunt's place again, bath & watch kongfu basketball. awesome show by Jay chou ^^ watched that showed tilled 1 am then head to bed. dead tired, woke up super early the next morning. Sent cousins off ): super sad lah, i hope i will be able to save that sum of money to go macau & hongkong disney land! can't wait (: Am gonna experience the feeling of boarding the plane ! (:

But sian, gonna head back to work tomorrow! Big sigh, the only thing i don't look forward to!

Couldn't stand any longer

2011-04-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

No offense to other people.

I can't stand working with that malay lady who is sitting behind yeeshan. Yes you, She keep on speaking malay to her friend babe this & that she think chinese people are dumb & couldn't understand? Hello, not as dumb as you. Getting on to my nerves, If you can eat beef infront of some chinese people who are buddhist then why can't we eat pork inside the office. Ain't you brainless or what, you keep saying we eat pork, the smell so strong & you spray your super stinky perfume & made the whole office smell extra stink. Ohwell, stop talking in malay behind us lah. There're so many people eating pork in the office but you aim the 2 of us only just because we're new uh? Hello, if you ain't happy then go back to your Q team. You made mus feel so what coming infront of us & tell us. If you have the nuts oh not nuts erms, if you have the guts come tell us straight in our face! We eat in the office because we need to rush our work okay? FUCKTARD, having you inside office is seriously a troublefreak. Can't stand working with MLR, bitches everywhere made my blood boils Damn you!

April

2011-04-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

1st of April.

Ohyes, the first memorable april fool i ever had. Sister cass came back from macau for holiday along with uncle gaga. (: But sadly i'm working, so thought of treating my sister koi but by the time if i head to amk to buy koi & travel to bedok it will be dang late, so i asked whether they want gong cha instead since vivo got that shop. But they said don't want so it's okay, godsister bought Qessential instead. I'm kinda SUA KU that i didn't even heard of that name before, Had Peach green tea of cause. After knocking off, intended to take bus & trained down to aunt's house as they're having steamboat for dinner. But darl girl wanted to long bang me to pasir ris then i take train from there so it will be so much FASTER.

But who knows, when we got up the cabbed together with darl girl's cousin. THE CAB UNCLE gave us a april fool surprise? He said that CTE & PTE is having car accident? WTH, isn't that a surprise for us on that day? He said there is no way to go if we are heading down to bedok, so he took the longer way YES IT'S A SUPER LONG WAY INDEED. But the funniest thing is when we all in the cab, we decided to play a april fool jokes with our colleagues who is working until 9pm. We called our office customer service hotline & pretended that we are customer whom are very pissed on their services. We raised our voice & stuff giving the wrong case id, at first they already knew who are we but we just said something funny that the 3 of us burst out with laughter. After tricking them, we called up cc & trick her again. then she almost kana trick by us super funny, after playing they forgotten to let me alight at mrt. By the time it's already 740 so decided to cab to aunt's house instead.

I'm super hungry at time, if it's not the jams at high way i would have reach earlier & settle down for my awesome dinner lor. but too bad lah, the cab driver also followed us playing april fool thing super funny lah, i don't want to elaborate much if not i'll not end my blogging lah. alright i don't have enough cash at time & i wanted to give nets but uncle only can accept visa. so he is kind enough he asked me to transfer the 12 buck to him when i'm free. So i ran all the way to aunt's house & i press the door bell, the funnier thing i will never forget in life cousin clarice came to open the door the first thing i called her is GUGU(Aunt) hahaha she was like, DO I LOOK LIKE AUNT? ohwell, am very sorry uh. Blur already, had steamboat for dinner. after dinner i have Qessential which i mention it earlier that godsister went to buy it at bedok. So i stayed over at aunt's house despite having work on the next day, bath & watch THE EYE with cousin. Super scary though all of us sit closed to each other. Funny max!

2 April 2011

Actually i intent to wake up at 730 but being called up by godsis, went to prepare & washup everything. waited for my uncle to come back as aunt told me he went to buy carrot cake for my breakfast. awww, i have got no time to eat so i brought it to office instead. But i realized bedok to office ain't that far, ohwell reached office just on time. Sit down & relax only, but at times i feel sleepy lah. wanted to sleep but can't as the air-con is so so so cold. So ate my carrot cake & watch la bi xiao xin to kill my time, then went over to py's place & we watched DOGHOUSE which is another scary movie, Funny at times also. But somehow disgusting, when the time reaches 3 pm all gone home. Head to granny's place & then played with bb alden awhile, at around 6 plus went to amk hub to eat with small aunt, she bought fish porridge for me & also dessert. Love max, chat with her & she told me next time must find a good husband as he will be with you for longterm, i'm shocked that aunt suddenly told me this. ohwell, head back home bath & sleep.

3 April 2011

woke up at 12pm, saw 2 missed call from cass cousin. rot awhile & head to china town with her & uncle gaga. she brought me to another shopping center which i have never been there before, quite interesting though cause there's a lot of toys. it's somehow like flea market but it's all about cartoons & comics character display, super interesting. Not to forget those olden years telephone, clock, toy & etc.. For this 19 years i haven been there tilled cousin brought me there sua ku or what haha! We used around 2 hours plus to walk around & see those toys, although some second hand toys are quite ex. Wanted to find myself a domokun toy so i can bring it to office. hmmm, but nvm. Have high tea with cousin next, Coffee bean! Caramel ice blended with hot chocolate cake & carrot cheese cake. Yum! I think Cantonese in singapore is kinda trend now, wherever i go there will be ppl speaking. So cool can? ;D after finished eating & drinking our high tea headed to china town market as cass cousin wanted to buy clothes. we took almost 2 hours plus in there? LONG RIGHT? hmmm, So after paying we rushed down to tampiness to meet up Godsister. She have been waiting for the 3 of us for don't know how long, heh. then she drove us to a nearby vegetarian shop, it's my first time been there. The prata is awesome not to forget the prawn noodles (Y) After eating, godsis drove me home & i bath & sleep~

4 April 2011

Dragged myself to work, super tired. reaches work place i totally have no mood to work lah, thanks to my nose. my nose signess suddenly attack me, super itchy & make me keep on sneezing non-stop in the office tilled my nose almost dropped out. Went to find yeeshan & her supervisor gave me medicine to eat. after eating i feel so much more better & today is steph last day! head to mapletree for lunch BAN MIAN AGAIN -_- boring shit, if only there's a bowl of aunt's cooked laksa infront of me ~ awww, had fruit juice after that &^head back to work again! Make my self busy tilled 6 Before heading home, we went down from lobby 3 & before that we are talking about starhub stuff & i was saying STARHUB SMELLY SMELLY then there's this old aunty cleaner walking out from the lift she thought i'm saying her smelly, oh my aunty pls don't misunderstood i'm not saying you & you scold me SIAO you see? I think really jialat this time, what if the aunty see me again will she say me again? Oh please, i don't mean any okay plus i'm not saying about you, YOU MISUNDERSTOOD ME. Sigh, so went to meet daddy for dinner! after eating & home so that's all for today! There's work tomorrow again, kill me please!

A process of growing up ;

2011-03-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

Alright, i have been in this earth for 19 years. Although is no big deals but i have somehow gone through a lot of shit stuffs in my life, ain't this a process of growing up? haha.

At the age of 1 to 2 years old, all of us know nothing. What we exactly know is "mummy can i have that toys this & that. Tilled the age of 6 years old every one of us started to learn ABC & etc.. oh well tilled the day we really stepped into primary school & started to make friends there, you see there's all sort of people in the world. Mummy always dragged me to the salon & she told the hair dresses "Please help my daughter cut a super short hair" when i stepped out of the salon ta daaa a tom boy looks. Yah that's me in primary school, i always tell mummy that i wanted to keep long hair but one reply straight NO. oh dang i always don't feel like going to school with that super duper short hair, everyone sure laughed at me ):

When time comes to secondary, i admit i'm still dumb, nerd & stupid. I don't even know anything or what so ever, quarrel with daddy everyday making him worried & called all my cousin just to find me. Leaving house, skipped school & NOT TO FORGET COUNSELLING. tilled the time when i reaches sec three, i went through a lot of shit tilled now i have turned 19 this year. I realize there is a lot of dramatic people who really can become a " Famous"mediacorp actress & actor. Once bitten twice shy, I think i'm still stupid enough to trust people too easily. Sweet talks? Nah, that is only for sec 1 to 3 kids. Going through a lot of shit in life especially last year & this year, the feeling is totally sucks to the max. You won't wanna know how was it, but still people out there please don't be stupid okay? Whatever it is, this is a warning given by god. Its a process for letting you to grow more mature, awww.

Not to forget about work, i'm darn tired working with those workload pressuring me. 1 person doing 2 peoples job, Awesome not? Can you ever feel it, the feeling of doing your own work plus helping people to backup their stuffs & not to forget the 2 reports that you have to submit on that week. This is hell ain't it? I feel like bursting out with tears today, the workloads is really killing me. Too depressed, adding up on some family matters. Worrying this & that, painful life. I can't take it really can't take it. I just need some break, a break for all this shitty stuffs that coming towards me & causes my emotional break down. Oh please, i just hope that mommy will be alright. ): I guess this is the suckier week ever, although my fatty cousin is coming back in few days time but then i still gotta work on this saturday! FML

*Big sigh*

I hate waking up in the early morning, rushing myself to working without taking any breakfast & squeezing in the packy bus & train. With those inconsiderate people, pushing here & there when they know there isn't any place for them anymore. This is why i hate taking public transport, but no choice. I ain't that rich to buy a car for myself, dream on kiamin (:

Somethings which i can't stand about guys.

2011-03-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

There are all sort of ppl in this world, it's difficult to elaborate all out. but just to write it short & simple. I can never stand guys with;

1. untidy dress up.

2. immatureness.

3. Flirt

4. Annoying.

5. Thick-skin.

6. Unreasonable.

7. Not understanding.

8. Attitude problems.

9. Behave Disgustingly

10. Guys who keep on Sweet talking.

11. Smokers.

12. Disrespect girls.

13. Stubborn.

14. attract attention.

15. impatience.

16. to do things i don't like it.

17. too quiet.

18. to keep on playing online game.

19. dirty!

20. Who can't accept who i am.

21. Complain non-stop.

22. Don't have his own decision

I like guys who:

1. wear perfume

2 wear braces

3. neat hair/dressing.

4. wear watches.

5. understanding.

6. mature.

7. hyper.

8. Sporty!

9. patience.

10. respect girls.

11. spike hair.

12. won't complain so much.

13. give FUN, JOY, LAUGHTER.

14. FIT (:

15. Non-smokers.

16. able to accept who i really am.

Save

2011-03-26T00:34:00.001+08:00

Okay, sorry for neglecting my blog for so many weeks/days. Reason being i've been busy working, & also when i got home it's time for me to bed in order to get my ass to work early. Hmm talk about work, time pass so fast? I've been in that company for 1 month already, but no big deal lah. First time attending company meeting, first experience.... nothing much but i keep falling asleep while boss & hp boss are talking. heh!

pay slip have sent through email, as in this month pay slip. CPF deduction 20% of it, hah! Alot right? But it's good for our future though, i've been trying really hard to save money. But seems like i always failed to do it. As you know i keep spending money & etc.. seriously hard to control, most of the money i spend on FOOD. Good or bad? i told myself i want to save money to buy an iphone 4 this month, BUT look at my pay? Look at my family condition now? how to buy? big sigh! I'd wish everything can be over asap, I can't tolerate any longer. I've been going through this thing since grandma pass away. 5 years? tougher things that ever happen in my whole 19 years of my life.

I think i will have hard time buying phone & going overseas this coming year end. I wanted to go macau that bad. Enjoying myself, enjoying the cooling weather there, shop around. rather then seeing bugis street, orchard. all the towns area, awww i super envy those ppl who keep travelling, i'm waiting for my turn to come! but it's like i'm gonna wait till? I don't know when..

there are many country i wanted to go like exp, taiwan, USA, australia & etc... Time flies i'm 19 this year. gonna reach 20 years old next year.. Find myself super old now, if only my time is still in primary will that be good or bad? Tsk, alright drop all this topic.

What goes around comes around, just hated my life so much when i'm in pri 1. yes, i hate that moment that is the year i will never forget. 1999 ( this is the year) what to do? There will always be up & down in life, aijehhhh. I think i shall stop typing alrdy, my finger is rotting soon. -__-

Exhausted

2011-03-14T13:30:00.000+08:00

I've nothing much to say neither do i need to explain that much. i've told everything to you clearly, Everything lies on me okay? I don't have time for myself neither do i've time for you, yes so what if i'm being selfish. I realize you're so much similar to my ex, yes so MUCH. You said you've changed? Nah i don't think you did, this is just by saying? hah, noted. Ohwell, sometime you gotta understand girls abit more lah, perhaps i think i'm too rushed into this relationship. both of us don't even know well each other, this is the very wrong move we've start at first. So afterall it causes so much hurts, whatever it is. Whatever you want to say go ahead, i don't wanna give a damn anymore. whatever things you did is casuing me to hate you even more, immatureness. Blame myself, for going into this relationship too early. It's too late to say all those.

Anyway, i just wished you could find another 1000 times better girl then me alright. i'm tired. really tired, please don't come my place anymore. i'm not worth for you to do this. Perhaps you should listen to the advise that your friends have given you. they're always right. I'd wish you can stop everything now & go on with your life. Whats more, I gotta tell you i hate irritation, the more you text me the more i'll hate you more. i don't want to but, if you choose this path don't blame me for being wicked. & pls don't stop whatever now & move on alright, there isnt a need to explain why my feeling have faded too. & many more. I don't want to elaborate any further.

Takecare then!

2011-03-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

Sometime you gotta know this, different shape who is really your true friends.

Different shape whether they're worth to be your friends,

different shape if they really treat you as their friends. Sometimes, some ppl can behave damn childishly till you can get pissed off. Ohwell friends do come & go, there is no FOREVER in friendship's dictionary. Be smart, some ppl tends to be v fuck up . & some ppl not even worth to be treated good, will there be karma strikes back to them? I bet so, Seriously, i had enough sometimes. You're selfish, really selfish. You only thought of yourself but not ppl around you, c'mon when can you treat ppl nicely? I bet you will never be, bastards. PLS THINK OF OTHERS OKAY, YOU'RE OLD ENOUGH TO THINK. MOTHERFUCKER.

Dead tired.

2011-02-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

Okay i've been busy with work lately, ohwell waking up 7am in every weekdays is seriously not an easy task. I have to drag myself off the bed & then drag myself to shower & everything, leaving house at 750am every morning. Squeezing in the super packy bus & train is driving me madness, cause as you know some kiasu aunties & uncle will always try their way to squeeze into the train when there's really no space for them to stand anymore. It's like....

Okay, whenever i've reached the last stop of the north-east line. I'll always having trouble to get up the escalator. As you know it's always that packed cause is rushed hours, well. After i've reached harbour front i have to take another bus to office. Which is i don't know how many stops away, reached office i always feel that sleepy as you know the air con in the office is so cold. But i love my office pantry, cause its like kinda high class. okay lah not that high class but compared to my previous work place is like so much more better.

the building itself only have one banquet, but whenever it reaches 2 or 3 pm there will be not much food left. & their food is super ex to the max, so choose to have cup noodle instead, as for other food court we have to walk v far therefore our lunch break will be wasted. aiyeh, whatever it is. I always count down to knock off, Rushed home to catch my Ai show as it is going to finish. okay lah i know i'm very aunty. well, whenever i got home i feel so tired. & i think i need time for myself, aiyeh i really need some catch up with my friends, Netballers, ITE Netballers, ITE friends, Secondary School friends, Kumiko, mikko, irene, achiq & donovan, weiqi, huishan, kezia & some of the girls i always hanged out with last time. This are all the ppl i'm lagged of catch up. sighed, i really need time for myself too. I only free on the weekend, what to do that's work life everybody gotta go through it. so gotta endure abit.

Too many things too little time, if only there's more then 24 hours per day. How good could that be, i'm waiting for saturday. Hellyeah, & BIG sister casss is coming back on the april. ohwelllllllsss, But april i'll be starting on my saturday work already. that's like tiring, & the only day i can rest is sunday. Yes A FREAKING SUN, My time is so packed so packed. You know what labour day is a SUNDAY, which mean that isn't a holiday am i right? there's families chalet that day hell excitedddd, cause the last families gathering was new year time & the rest of the day some of them aint that free. Heh. When the time you step out of working life you'll experience all sort of stuff, FACE IT. Sometime, time seems to pass v slowly. Time will only pass fast when you're playing, sleeping or having lunch break. hah!

okay now okay, there's still work tomorrow & i'm going to sleep sooon. Dead tired, Have a break, have a kitkat. Oh yes i wanna get a new ear piece, i hope i can find orange,red,lime green or Bright pink ear piece eh!

JAY CHOU NEW SONG 說了再見

2011-02-20T15:06:00.000+08:00

JAY CHOU SONG : 說了再見
Kinda emo but i like (:

Tired Moment

2011-02-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hi all, i'm back in action again, recently is either i'm too lazy to blog or i'm too busy to blog as today is friday & there will be no work at all i'll try to kill some times before i get to bed. so here goes....

Not bad,
time passes so fast & now it's already february. & from december tilled after newyear i've been stonning at home all the way. haha, well i'm actually waiting for my appeal of result & i swear is damn waste of my time whereas i can actually find a full-time job & had a stable income instead of sitting at home sleeping, gaming & etc. I kept appealing but i see no point for doing it lah, as my GPA is only 2.4. ohwell, now i need to save money to get an iphone. Yes, know why cause my phone sucks to the max, i can actually throw on the floor or rather let it drop i won't even care lah. CAUSE my stupid dumb phone kept auto restart till i'm quite pissed with it.

& i'm also happy to say this is actually my longest phone, hahaha! ITE tilled now, heh. Well work started yesterday & i'm kinda tired when i got home, waking up 7 am in the morning & left home at 8 squeezing in a super packed train in a busy morning can actually kill me. I'll get super pissed off when ppl actually bang into me or squeeze into the train when THERE IS ALREADY NO PLACES FOR THEM TO STAND ANYMORE.

sighed, today is my 2nd day at work. learned something which is so far very complicated for me as there's alot of stuff to memorize. plus i'm afraid to call my customer to inform them their stuff is actually ready for collection. I might scare being scolded by them as you know there're some siao siao ppl who will actually scold ppl when he/she got irritated or they're in a bad mood. SO therefore i need to try to control my temper. :/

But too bad derek's cousin actually texted me today saying that his office have a vacancy for admin, but he is abit late if not maybe i will go there to work but is further then where i work lah, picking up customers calls is not an easy job also. So let me tell you something i'm so unprepared for my interview the day before & it's my first time having such a formal interview, and i'm super nervous that i don't know what to say at all. sighed, i hope i will be able to get along with all my colleagues. ):

Anyway calling people is seriously not an easy task, firstly you will get super nervous tilled you can forget what to say. secondly if you're unprepared you will like eh eh eh eh.... okay well okay i will just let nature take it course. Hmmm, super tired i will come back to blog when i'm freeee again. alright.

2011-01-26T02:16:00.001+08:00

Okay at this time i'm suppose to be sleeping, but i just want to update alittle.
So these few days life is like a bullshit to me, yes super shitty. everything turn out to be so sucky, ohwell. I hope it'll get better after new year, i really hope. Hmm, It's so difficult to find job. Yes cause every job they needed temp workers for 5 months plus & so on, but i've apply for my higher nitec. & the result will be out on the 15 feb, i hope i will be able to get in. But i know the chances are super low, so i doubt i will get in. sighed~

Time flies & New year is coming, oh i mean rabbit year is coming but i don't feel any new year mood this year. I don't know why either, life is really unpredictable so much things happen. I'm so disappointed with 3rd uncle now. Seriously! Let drop that topic.

I think braces is cool eh, i feel like putting it. Maybe when i get a full time job, i shall go check out the prices & etc. Cause my teeth not really very straight, sigh! I just love seeing people with braces Cooooool max~

2011-01-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

K-boxing with my awesome girlfriends, well it've been a vvv long time since i meet them out. I think the last day i saw them was jan 2010 or something, is either they're busy with school or i'm busy with work. But just few weeks back i managed to do some catch up with them, & we went kbox at marina square. the admission fees is only 6nett that day, but sadly we only get to sing for like 2 hours. So the funniest thing is while hweeyung & yishan are busy choosing their song, elaine, bella & me keep on eating the snacks. hah!

P/S: The photos are not in order.

pretty elaine.o

Elaine!

Mango yogurt drink, I love this drink to the max. Feel like drinking it now though.

Self-timer.

Do some camwhore while others is Q-ing for ladies.

Bella.

I did mention we almost finished up the whole bowl of snacks right? yes is the three of us.

Yes hweeyung is finally inside the photo.

Elaine love doing this whenever she take pic!

& Yishan is in the photo with us.

Bella the cute one!

My camwhore partner & not to forget my toilet partner as well.

When singing session is over, we head over to bugis for our dinner. Ajisen ramen, supposed to get KOI that day as well as durian pancake but we're all full to the max. so we drop the idea of buying Koi & pancake, Head to shopping next. Walked around & topshop is having sales that day but i didn't see anything i want :/ Bugis street next & i saw lots of clothes that i wanted to get them so badly for chinese new year! Wait only~ After shopping, bused home with elaine & i did something damn stupid okay i mean not stupid but embarrassing. Hmmm, time flies it's 21 jan which mean new year is arriving v soon. Day always seems to past so fast, i'm a good girl today i did lot of house chores but still haven finish packing my room & etc. Shall wait for daddy to be free & help him with it, so recently i'm in a super bad mood. I shall not elaborate much but i'm hoping to be alone for sometime, just too much things happened at home. Ohwell, I sent so many resume yet few of them reply but still gotta wait for another call agn. & i've appealed for my higher-nitec just waiting for the result to be out again. It've been 1 year since i left ITE, like a fast I miss netball so much. since young i started playing tilled now i've stop, kind of sad lah. But blame on me for not studying hard enough. Alright shall not mention that is the past! okay saturday is arriving, cousin planned to have an early reunion dinner at granny's place. But maybe parents are not joining. Sighed, i'm so tired but yet nothing to do but to stuck at home to look after mommy, & i went to bake cookies. Dad is giving me face he tried my cookies & say nice & i think maybe is b'cos i show super sad faces just right after mommy vent his anger on me.
ohwell, alright i had enough of all those craps. I'm enduring still ~ Trying.

2011-01-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

Okay since i can't get to bed now i shall upload some photos, & below those photos are taken during last year advance christmas celebration with orlangers. It's an awesome celebration though ! (:

Alright, i brought my kite over to marine barrage at first the wind ain't that strong so i waited after tilled i filled up my tummy. I regretted letting all my strings out & just an unlucky day for me, it started storming & the wind gets super strong tilled i didn't even got the strenght to pulled back my kite. Therefore, there's this kind soul helped me pull back my kite & it's super embarrasing that day i swear. Plus my kite's string is tangled, tilled now i still can't untangled it. Urgh!

Okay this were the food that was brought by vincci, zhenqi & me

The delicious cookies which was made by vincci & andrea

Sweet & sour pork which was made by steph.

Polariods

While waiting for the rest to arrive.

Stressing over on how to untangle my strings, headache.

Awesomes.

Just love them so

X'mas x-change gift!

Bestie!

Everyone is busy with their ownstuffs.

the girls

Bestie andrea!

This is anna's cute little cousin clara!

Leow-Qi
Just trying to disturb.

Leow-Qi
Gosh my pimple is so obvious.

Beth!
The skinny claria

Steph tan!

there's somemore photos just that i'm lazy to load them, as it's taking ages. alright i'll post another new post for another outing!

2011-01-13T23:50:00.001+08:00

world is changing,
everything ain't the same anymore.
But i'm praying that mommy will be who she used to be in the past.
The one who always doted me, the one who always protect me whenever dad scolded me & the one who will always care & never scold me whenever i'm at fault. But now things change, i'm kind of disappointed. I don't know what wrong with her, yes something is wrong with her. she just don't seems to be herself anymore ): I feel kind of sad b'cos his brother & father left her here with granny alone. & when granny is sick she gotta takecare of her, now granny have gone to a very far places & now she only with me & dad! How sad, mum's side relative are all useless bitches. Hate them max, kind of pity mum she never had a peace & good life before. After granny left this world she suffer alot, yes alot! heartbreak, but i dislike how mum scold me nowadays! Super dislike, something must be bothering her much. I wish i could help her, but how to? ): Is this fated? Am so stress seeing mum like this & that causes dad to stress over her too. Big sighed, tell me what should i do now ? D:

2010-12-27T15:20:00.000+08:00

know what,
due to the ITE sever down these days i couldn't apply jan intake higher nitec. Suay or what, now the application closed & i've to wait tilled 30 jan! What if the appeal unsuccessful? Worries worries worries & so much to worries about. If it so i should go take pastry & baking at CCK ITE instead. Well please, letme in these time. I don't wanna zhou bo already, i can study & go work as well. Please god please letme in these time. Argh!

2010-12-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

Just because my eyes don't tear, doesn't mean my heart wouldn't cry.

Just because i came off as strong, doesn't mean there is nothing wrong

2010-12-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

You know i'm bored!
So i came here to blog...
Damn damn damn, can't stand the boredom rotting at home the whole day! Sigh ): What am suppose to do now?! okay i'm off to game then sleep! & my throat hurts badly, buay tahan already! I feel like going out now D:

2010-12-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

& FINALLY i get to watch this movie today, Narnia 3!

A very rushed day for me,

Early in the morning got morning calls from nat. After that i fall back to sleep awhile, then woke up & get prepared. Head t take bus to bedok interchange, The bus is so freaking packed in the morning Bth! But coincidence i saw 2 person in bus today. hah! Ohwell, i met natsoh, after that bought her coffee & we head to damai secondary next!

Warmed up & everything, & i swear my passes & everything sucks ttm! I haven been training for sucha long time. So i think i pulled the team down. & well! We kept fighting until the v last match & we won by 1 score only! The B div is fast & good, heh! After everything has ended took bus home & i almost got lost at eunoes link area, but still i managed to find my bus-stop! Well, i ate my lunch cause i'm super hungry. Rushed off to bath & head out to cineleisure to find boyf & co. Bought pop-corn then headed to cinema next. The show is freaking nice, meaningful, funny & touching of course! I'll rate 10/5, never regret watching it.

Haha! So after the movies head to 313 next as it's raining in town, boyf & co having dessert so i'm rotting there until they finished & we walked to ps. Grabbed some finger food, then we walked around & had burgar king for dinner i'm so damn full! So boyf & co sent me to bus-stop, when the moment i got up the bus & got my butt sitted on the seats i just dozed off until i reached house area! (: too tired already, anyway had an enjoyable day today!

kiamin is so damn unlucky recently, just don't know why! & i'm getting older, i need salonpas to cure my shoulder soreness now, too pain too sore! Can't stand it already la! ): Argh well, whatever it is i'm gonna stoppppped here. Enough of typing already, So....... Goodnight readers! ((:

2010-12-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

I'm so freaking sick staying at home the whole day today, & thanks to the wanton mee freaking makes me run toilet for freaking 4 times. Stomach pain like hell, boo! & i'm still looking for a stable job argh! Well, time to try eating my dinner now. damn the wanton mee seriously makes me got no appetite to eat!

2010-12-12T17:59:00.000+08:00

Mentally & physically tired!

2010-12-12T02:15:00.000+08:00

Okay i'm kinda lazy to blog recently,
So as i've got nothing better to do now i shall update abit. Alright went prawning yesterday midnight with jiawei, yanshan & irvin, so irvin sponsor cab for both go&back trip. Not my luck didn't catch many prawns yesterday, but i think i shall stop it. Seriously i feel the guilty-ness of catching those life prawns & cook. Imagine i'm the one on the bbq pit, gosh seriously i sure will shout for help! Ohyay, i had a bad nightmare yesterday. Seriously i don't want that to happen pls, i'm scare!

Woke up in the late morning, parents are out for their lunch so i went to meet bf at hougang MRT, then we head to cineleisure. Had KFC for lunch seriously damn regret, should have eat pasta instead, mushroom pasta & apple crumble! Awww, alright whatever i eat i must really think twice or else i will regret like seriously. Supposed to catch narnia today! But sadly the queue are super long & bf said he's lazy to Q so ): Didn't get to catch my narnia movie! Tsk.

So went walked around, & my leg is super sour i swear. From cine to fareast then to tangs next to taka after that dhoby ghaut! Hell tired, backache, so after walking few rounds went back to hougang had dinner, U-mian for today. Super full went home & i don't know why dad is being so unreasonable today seriously, He vent his damn temper at me for don't know what reason. I'm just standing at the window look out for something he just shout at me! Wthack, hello i'm 18 years old not 7 year old. Do you really treat me like a kid? I'm not young anymore, plus you don't have to vent your anger whenever you're angry or what! I'm human not a venting anger machine! Pls don't be stubborn, sometime you just always got that old sense of thinking. NOW IS HDB Years not your OLD KAMPONG years. Ohman! pissed!

well yah that my dad, i really can't stand him sometimes. Plus recently my attitude isn't that good, argh! Hell, I'm having hot temper these days! I don't know why, so difficult to chill myself down! ): I'm so bored now, but i still can't sleep! & thanksbf for today (: Love! I miss my lovely smiley grandma! (:

2010-12-03T17:55:00.001+08:00

Before the chalet, i went nexx with boyf, & it's raining damn heavily lah. I've got fickles minded on what to eat again. But still fish soup is my choice at last, walked around & find cotton on. I wanna buy slipper. 2pair for 10 bucks, & hell yeah boyf found the last pair black of my size. LUCKY, bought another colour grey! Head to hg mall next, went library then homed next. heh! Just enjoy every moment with you!

I'm BACK from 3d2n chalet,

1st day,
Was rotting all the way tilled evening time, then head to changi aloha for family chalet! okay, first time going there on my own. So i followed what sissie told me, took bus to tampiness & changed to bus 29 & so i asked the stupid bus driver for direction, okay i don't wanna mention about it. Seriously pissed me off. So when i finally reached there, Sissie cass & uncle Gaga went outside to fetch me in. Hehe! first night was kind of boring though, head out to market with cass sissie, uncle gaga & godsis. Just right after dinner, had a long walk to the market. & heard cousin say opp our chalet is Old Changi Hospital, scary shit! Finally reached our destination, bought stuff & had soya bean drink. after that walked back again, bath & sleep! I swear alot of mosquitoes & lizard there kana bite! damn.

2nd day,
Supposed to go pula ubin for cycling in the morning, but clarice sissie & baby is coming over. So cancelled the plan of cycling & coconut drinks ): Play with alden baby, then wait tilled lucas baby & aunt come. Seeing the both baby fight is damn adorable, Haha! after babys head for there nap played uno deal with sissie! I love that game so much now, heh! but i kept losing, alright so when everybody arrived start fire & bbq. It was raining heavily so we've got no choice, cousins head out to buy aluminium tray. But unfortunally when starting fire that time , one of the tray caught fire & it burned the table. haha! ate alittle, head out for a walk with aunt & cousin & genevive went back when the drizzle gets bigger. Mahjong awhile & seriously it's not my luck, i don't want touch mahjong already! >:( went to play uno deal with cousins instead! After they lefted bath & watched show then head to bed. Too tired on the second day!

3rd day,
packed up, breakfast & homed.
I almost lost my ezlink card & stuck down there just now ): Lucky the kind guy still haven go if not i don't know when will i get home! Super unlucky at times, scary shit ):

Photos will be uploaded soooooonnn.....